- Sep 6, 2023
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A few weeks ago I had a very strange experience occur. I was driving and I noticed two road signs in a row that had my middle name and my fathers middle name as the road names. As I continued driving, I heard a voice come in my head saying my full name and that I am condemned to hell. It freaked me out and I pull over immediately to the nearest parking lot.
It was a uhaul center. When I got there and parked. The vehicle parked with no one in it lights started flickering, it did so for about 10 mins. I went and looked at the truck after it stopped and the license plate had my birth year in the numbers and it was an Arizona perm license plate. I live no where near AZ. The truck also has snacks painted on it, as others did in the parking lot. When I went back to my truck the lights started flickering again.
This event freaked me out and I don’t know what to make of it. Before it happened I had been praying to Jesus to come into my life and for surrender to sin. I have a problem with drinking and fornication. I’ve been in an immoral sexual relationship with someone I’m not married for over 4 years. I had tried to break it off after that prayer, but feel back into it after backsliding into drinking and just told her I wasn’t feeling well.
Prior to this relationship I was even worse, I lived in the casual hookup culture, had a very loose view of religion and thought that everything we do is forgiven and ok. I have a hard time with breaking up with her because she feels like the one, but she isn’t at this time interested in marriage, but maybe down the road.
Anyways after the event I got so stressed out and drank again, I thought for sure it was me missing my lance chance to become a real Christian and I’m now done for. I’m still with the girl, but keep going back n forth whether I should break it off.
Can anyone give me insight to the event? Was it the voice of the enemy? Was it Jesus trying to scare me to correction? Was I really condemned? The only thing strange about it is the vehicle was parked in area not approved for parking, so maybe it was a trick from the enemy??
Any insight and prayers for this is well appreciated. Thank you.
It was a uhaul center. When I got there and parked. The vehicle parked with no one in it lights started flickering, it did so for about 10 mins. I went and looked at the truck after it stopped and the license plate had my birth year in the numbers and it was an Arizona perm license plate. I live no where near AZ. The truck also has snacks painted on it, as others did in the parking lot. When I went back to my truck the lights started flickering again.
This event freaked me out and I don’t know what to make of it. Before it happened I had been praying to Jesus to come into my life and for surrender to sin. I have a problem with drinking and fornication. I’ve been in an immoral sexual relationship with someone I’m not married for over 4 years. I had tried to break it off after that prayer, but feel back into it after backsliding into drinking and just told her I wasn’t feeling well.
Prior to this relationship I was even worse, I lived in the casual hookup culture, had a very loose view of religion and thought that everything we do is forgiven and ok. I have a hard time with breaking up with her because she feels like the one, but she isn’t at this time interested in marriage, but maybe down the road.
Anyways after the event I got so stressed out and drank again, I thought for sure it was me missing my lance chance to become a real Christian and I’m now done for. I’m still with the girl, but keep going back n forth whether I should break it off.
Can anyone give me insight to the event? Was it the voice of the enemy? Was it Jesus trying to scare me to correction? Was I really condemned? The only thing strange about it is the vehicle was parked in area not approved for parking, so maybe it was a trick from the enemy??
Any insight and prayers for this is well appreciated. Thank you.