Musings
I can't believe August is here! It started out on a high note and it seems the Lord has good things in store for my friend and I. We spoke last weekend. I had a chance to discuss her blessing and other things the Lord imparted. I feel strengthened and encouraged. And more relaxed too. I'm letting my hair down and enjoying life.
We're on break from school and I'm embracing the downtime. I wake around 5AM but today I went back to bed! Grabbing extra winks is good. I don't do it often. Today was quiet. Tomorrow I have to setup the refrigerator. The mini fridge arrived. I'll have them bring it up in the morning and snap a picture.
Overall, I'm in a great place. Sharing my thoughts and His desires opened something in the heavenlies. I feel a current of joy and happiness. I'm in a good mood, I'm laughing, and lightness abounds. I love this space. It's my sweet spot.
I'm not worried about the opposite sex. He wants me to ask for him. My friend is rare but she isn't the only one like that and I need another. Someone strong, kind, and passionate who loves the Lord.
When I speak of love, this is what I mean:
You’ve gotta be willing to bleed. Allow them to blow your chest to smithereens and love every second of its demolishment. To gape without shame or embarrassment. Delight in your unraveling and crave its continuance.
That's how I love...how we love. An all encompassing ferocity that never ends. I can't abide anything less. It won't do.
Out of everything I could request for my birthday....The peace and assurance He provided about the future and matters of the heart is the greatest gift I could have. I couldn't ask for more.