I have doubts about the Holy Bible and I am scared

sportsfan · Apr 6, 2020

Is this true Jesus replied, “I am the bread of life. No one coming after me will ever be hungry again . Those believing in me will never thirst. But the trouble is as I have told you before you haven't believed even though you seen me and I will never ever reject them. For I have come here from heaven to do the will of God who sent me not to have my own way. And this is the will of God, that I should not lose even one of all those he has given me, but that I should raise them to eternal life at the the Last Day. For it is my father's will that everyone who sees the son and believes on him should have eternal life that I should raise at the the Last Day.

Jesus said he would not lose one person that the father has given him. Thus anyone who makes sincere commitment to believe in Jesus Christ as Savior is secure in God's promise of eternal life. Christ will not let his people overcome by Satan and lose their salvation

And I am sure that God who began the good work with in you will keep right on helping you grow in his grace until his task within you is finally finished on the day Jesus Christ returns.

Do you sometimes feel as you never make progress in your spiritual life? When God starts a project he finishes it. As with the Philippians, God will work in your life and help you grow in grace until he completed his work in your life. When you are discouraged remember God won't give up on you He promises to finish the work he begun. Let Him Do It?

If John 6,Philippians 1:6, Romans 8, and John 10 are true how did the Yellow Cross cost my salvation did the Holy Bible miss something because Satan put a blue light in my brain and he says I blasphemed the Holy Spirit. I confused an act of God for an act of Satan did Jesus lose me and destroy my mansion is the promise of John 6 not for me did Jesus lose me into Antichrist/False Prophet role did the Bible miss something. If the Holy Bible is true I will be raptured but my brain says I won't be raptured and I am a false prophet is the Bible true.

John 6 has to be true and if it is true maybe I have brain infection but how could Satan steal my salvation based on John 6 how could a Yellow Cross from Satan even show up with my brain infection on October 4. If it isn't scriptural how did it happen if violated multiple chapters of the Holy Bible how is it possible.

How do I not hear the Holy Spirit even with reading the Holy Bible and Klove at night I don't feel his presence did the Bible get something wrong I have strong doubt because I don't hear the Holy Spirit did John 6 get it wrong did Jesus lose me that makes him a liar and Jesus doesn't lie so could it be mental illness but why do I have blue light that says Beast and no erections and I saw myself as the Antichrist in the Psych Hospital I saw all the events play out the millennium, 7 year tribulation, If John 6 is true how could I have the Mark of the Beast.

I worry the Bible missed the Yellow Cross it doesn't make sense based Scripture the Yellow Cross contradicts John 6 but I don't feel Jesus but Jesus says he doesn't lose people so clearly there is something wrong if Satan can't snatch or kidnap something isn't adding up.

Hi guys and gals I read my Holy Bible everyday and listen to Klove but I think Jesus hates me due to the yellow cross my brain is messed up did the Holy Bible miss something. My labs show a brain infection and I am worried Satan took my heart and brain from the yellow cross I dream about hell now and I never had the fear of going to hell outside of being nine years old and accidentally saying yes to being the antichrist to Satan in a dream I thought for sure I lost the Holy Spirit I worry there is a connection between nine years old and now.

I am worried that Jesus, God, Holy Spirit hate me the reason I have the fear is they don't speak to me and I don't feel them in my stomach I read my Holy Bible but I have a blue light in my brain that says Beast and it wasn't there until October when I mixed up Jesus and Satan in the shower now I fear I belong to Satan but I am confused the Holy Bible says that is impossible Mom and Dad, Church, Family, Friends say that is impossible.

I don't hear the Holy Spirit or feel it and I see the Blue Light. I fear Jesus hates me and I look forward to Easter for twenty years but now I feel that I lost my friend and I am paranoid that I am the Antichrist/False Prophet I saw myself in the psych hospital I saw the entire events of Revelation from the Antichrist perspective/False Prophet.

Am I okay does Jesus hate me did the Bible forget to mention the yellow cross. My brain is confused the Bible is my favorite book but Jesus hates me my labs show a brain infection could Satan take my brain and heart from Jesus. A m I not getting raptured for the yellow cross did Jesus destroy mansion damning me to hell I see the signs pointing that direction but I have brain infection and the Holy Bible says that impossible but I am for sure certain instead of being a pastor that I serve the Antichrist.

John 10:27-30 says Jesus won't allow you to be snatched or kidnapped by Satan that your earthly soul can't be harmed by Satan. 1 Corinthians 10:13 says you can only face temptations known to man and that God will bring you out of the temptation but I supernaturally tempted by Satan in the yellow cross he claims he wanted to stop God's Plan for my life. Romans 8 Says No power of Hell can separate and In Christ Alone say No power of hell or scheme of man can pluck from the hand until he returns or calls me home this is power of Christ in me. Did they get it wrong? Does the power of the Hell have power to snatch from Heaven or is it a hallucination did I blaspheme the Holy Spirit on the Yellow Cross does Jesus hate me now I love him but he doesn't speak to me but everyone tells me he speaks through the Bible but I don't feel his presence the peace of the Holy Spirit is not in my heart I for sure is it my brain infection making me think Satan took over as it is not Biblical. I am worried that the Holy Bible missed something in the Yellow Cross hallucination did God forget to warn about the Yellow Cross does he hate me for something there is no warning for in scripture does he not speak to me does Jesus hate me he was my friend for twenty years and I still like him but I am worried he doesn't like me what do you think?

I just don't feel hear Jesus voice in my head it is quiet and my head has never been quiet I worry Jesus is giving me the silent treatment despite me reading the Holy Bible and Klove I used to get a special feeling from the word and heard a voice I picked up a Bible at the Psychs Hospital and it said Mark of the Beast and I have a blue light in my brain Mom and Dad, Church, Family, Friends say it is not real due to the Holy Bible but I have real doubts that I blasphemed the Holy Spirit I mixed up an act of God for Satan now I feel condemned to hell and doomed to miss the rapture as the Antichrist/False Prophet Mom says it is brain infection but it feels so real to me I never had a blue light in my head or I would believe her premise as she is right the Bible is truth I read and I still feel condemned would Jesus really lose me over the yellow cross and an accident mixing up Jesus and Satan Satan claims he wanted to stop God's Plan but the Bible says it is impossible I don't know what is real right now I doubt the Bible but it is true I know it is God word's since I read it to my Bears and I know Jesus and Satan are real and I have always sided and protected myself with Jesus it is just the freak accident and reading blasphemous scripts worried I undid Jesus protection and left myself vulnerable to Satan in the yellow light/cross on my stomach that said Satan where the Holy Spirit was Mom says it isn't real though but I am scared everyday will be the rapture and I will miss it did the Bible miss something or is it all in my head.

SkyWriting · Apr 6, 2020

sportsfan said:
Is this true Jesus replied, “I am the bread of life. No one coming after me will ever be hungry again . Those believing in me will never thirst. But the trouble is as I have told you before you haven't believed even though you seen me and I will never ever reject them. For I have come here from heaven to do the will of God who sent me not to have my own way. And this is the will of God, that I should not lose even one of all those he has given me, but that I should raise them to eternal life at the the Last Day. For it is my father's will that everyone who sees the son and believes on him should have eternal life that I should raise at the the Last Day.

Jesus said he would not lose one person that the father has given him. Thus anyone who makes sincere commitment to believe in Jesus Christ as Savior is secure in God's promise of eternal life. Christ will not let his people overcome by Satan and lose their salvation

And I am sure that God who began the good work with in you will keep right on helping you grow in his grace until his task within you is finally finished on the day Jesus Christ returns.

Do you sometimes feel as you never make progress in your spiritual life? When God starts a project he finishes it. As with the Philippians, God will work in your life and help you grow in grace until he completed his work in your life. When you are discouraged remember God won't give up on you He promises to finish the work he begun. Let Him Do It?

If John 6,Philippians 1:6, Romans 8, and John 10 are true how did the Yellow Cross cost my salvation did the Holy Bible miss something because Satan put a blue light in my brain and he says I blasphemed the Holy Spirit. I confused an act of God for an act of Satan did Jesus lose me and destroy my mansion is the promise of John 6 not for me did Jesus lose me into Antichrist/False Prophet role did the Bible miss something. If the Holy Bible is true I will be raptured but my brain says I won't be raptured and I am a false prophet is the Bible true.

John 6 has to be true and if it is true maybe I have brain infection but how could Satan steal my salvation based on John 6 how could a Yellow Cross from Satan even show up with my brain infection on October 4. If it isn't scriptural how did it happen if violated multiple chapters of the Holy Bible how is it possible.

How do I not hear the Holy Spirit even with reading the Holy Bible and Klove at night I don't feel his presence did the Bible get something wrong I have strong doubt because I don't hear the Holy Spirit did John 6 get it wrong did Jesus lose me that makes him a liar and Jesus doesn't lie so could it be mental illness but why do I have blue light that says Beast and no erections and I saw myself as the Antichrist in the Psych Hospital I saw all the events play out the millennium, 7 year tribulation, If John 6 is true how could I have the Mark of the Beast.

I worry the Bible missed the Yellow Cross it doesn't make sense based Scripture the Yellow Cross contradicts John 6 but I don't feel Jesus but Jesus says he doesn't lose people so clearly there is something wrong if Satan can't snatch or kidnap something isn't adding up.

Hi guys and gals I read my Holy Bible everyday and listen to Klove but I think Jesus hates me due to the yellow cross my brain is messed up did the Holy Bible miss something. My labs show a brain infection and I am worried Satan took my heart and brain from the yellow cross I dream about hell now and I never had the fear of going to hell outside of being nine years old and accidentally saying yes to being the antichrist to Satan in a dream I thought for sure I lost the Holy Spirit I worry there is a connection between nine years old and now.

I am worried that Jesus, God, Holy Spirit hate me the reason I have the fear is they don't speak to me and I don't feel them in my stomach I read my Holy Bible but I have a blue light in my brain that says Beast and it wasn't there until October when I mixed up Jesus and Satan in the shower now I fear I belong to Satan but I am confused the Holy Bible says that is impossible Mom and Dad, Church, Family, Friends say that is impossible.

I don't hear the Holy Spirit or feel it and I see the Blue Light. I fear Jesus hates me and I look forward to Easter for twenty years but now I feel that I lost my friend and I am paranoid that I am the Antichrist/False Prophet I saw myself in the psych hospital I saw the entire events of Revelation from the Antichrist perspective/False Prophet.

Am I okay does Jesus hate me did the Bible forget to mention the yellow cross. My brain is confused the Bible is my favorite book but Jesus hates me my labs show a brain infection could Satan take my brain and heart from Jesus. A m I not getting raptured for the yellow cross did Jesus destroy mansion damning me to hell I see the signs pointing that direction but I have brain infection and the Holy Bible says that impossible but I am for sure certain instead of being a pastor that I serve the Antichrist.

John 10:27-30 says Jesus won't allow you to be snatched or kidnapped by Satan that your earthly soul can't be harmed by Satan. 1 Corinthians 10:13 says you can only face temptations known to man and that God will bring you out of the temptation but I supernaturally tempted by Satan in the yellow cross he claims he wanted to stop God's Plan for my life. Romans 8 Says No power of Hell can separate and In Christ Alone say No power of hell or scheme of man can pluck from the hand until he returns or calls me home this is power of Christ in me. Did they get it wrong? Does the power of the Hell have power to snatch from Heaven or is it a hallucination did I blaspheme the Holy Spirit on the Yellow Cross does Jesus hate me now I love him but he doesn't speak to me but everyone tells me he speaks through the Bible but I don't feel his presence the peace of the Holy Spirit is not in my heart I for sure is it my brain infection making me think Satan took over as it is not Biblical. I am worried that the Holy Bible missed something in the Yellow Cross hallucination did God forget to warn about the Yellow Cross does he hate me for something there is no warning for in scripture does he not speak to me does Jesus hate me he was my friend for twenty years and I still like him but I am worried he doesn't like me what do you think?

I just don't feel hear Jesus voice in my head it is quiet and my head has never been quiet I worry Jesus is giving me the silent treatment despite me reading the Holy Bible and Klove I used to get a special feeling from the word and heard a voice I picked up a Bible at the Psychs Hospital and it said Mark of the Beast and I have a blue light in my brain Mom and Dad, Church, Family, Friends say it is not real due to the Holy Bible but I have real doubts that I blasphemed the Holy Spirit I mixed up an act of God for Satan now I feel condemned to hell and doomed to miss the rapture as the Antichrist/False Prophet Mom says it is brain infection but it feels so real to me I never had a blue light in my head or I would believe her premise as she is right the Bible is truth I read and I still feel condemned would Jesus really lose me over the yellow cross and an accident mixing up Jesus and Satan Satan claims he wanted to stop God's Plan but the Bible says it is impossible I don't know what is real right now I doubt the Bible but it is true I know it is God word's since I read it to my Bears and I know Jesus and Satan are real and I have always sided and protected myself with Jesus it is just the freak accident and reading blasphemous scripts worried I undid Jesus protection and left myself vulnerable to Satan in the yellow light/cross on my stomach that said Satan where the Holy Spirit was Mom says it isn't real though but I am scared everyday will be the rapture and I will miss it did the Bible miss something or is it all in my head.

Uncertainty can drive people into themselves, making them feel isolated and helpless. The best strategy here is to go in the opposite direction, expanding your connection with others and focusing on helping them transform their negatives into positives.

“Scary Times” Success Manual: How To Be A Leader When Times Get Tough

The more you contribute in this fashion, the less you’ll need to worry about your own situation. You’ll become a source of confidence for everyone else.

Jeshu · Apr 6, 2020

sportsfan said:
I just don't feel hear Jesus voice in my head it is quiet and my head has never been quiet I worry Jesus is giving me the silent treatment despite me reading the Holy Bible and Klove I used to get a special feeling from the word and heard a voice I picked up a Bible at the Psychs Hospital and it said Mark of the Beast and I have a blue light in my brain Mom and Dad, Church, Family, Friends say it is not real due to the Holy Bible but I have real doubts that I blasphemed the Holy Spirit I mixed up an act of God for Satan now I feel condemned to hell and doomed to miss the rapture as the Antichrist/False Prophet Mom says it is brain infection but it feels so real to me I never had a blue light in my head or I would believe her premise as she is right the Bible is truth I read and I still feel condemned would Jesus really lose me over the yellow cross and an accident mixing up Jesus and Satan Satan claims he wanted to stop God's Plan but the Bible says it is impossible I don't know what is real right now I doubt the Bible but it is true I know it is God word's since I read it to my Bears and I know Jesus and Satan are real and I have always sided and protected myself with Jesus it is just the freak accident and reading blasphemous scripts worried I undid Jesus protection and left myself vulnerable to Satan in the yellow light/cross on my stomach that said Satan where the Holy Spirit was Mom says it isn't real though but I am scared everyday will be the rapture and I will miss it did the Bible miss something or is it all in my head.

My dear brother when you are mentally ill you can not trust what you feel or don't feel for everything is different than normal.

It is about knowing: So if the bible says that Jesus will loose no one then it is for you to believe that. If you believe the truth the truth will set you free from bad feelings but when you don't believe the truth then you will feel misery. Let that be the sign to you

Each time you trust that Jesus has saved you you will calm down and begin to feel at peace. Each time you doubt that Jesus has saved you you will feel bad and be scared. That is because the devil gets hold of you through his lies.

So believe the bible at its word and trust Jesus to care about you. Each time you listen to fear you will be at terror, each time you have faith in Christ you will rejoice.

So do understand that faith counts as our righteousness. So when you have faith in God things will go well but when you doubt God things will get scary.

This is why the devil gave you that hallucination to captivate you and bring you terror. He does that to all mentally ill patients because he is cruel and hates us. This is why Jesus died for our sins to save us and set us free from our fears.

Be of good courage even the worst of sinners has been saved by Jesus so He will have no trouble saving you.

1 Timothy 1:15 "Here is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance: Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners—of whom I am the worst."

sportsfan · Apr 6, 2020

SkyWriting said:
Uncertainty can drive people into themselves, making them feel isolated and helpless. The best strategy here is to go in the opposite direction, expanding your connection with others and focusing on helping them transform their negatives into positives.

“Scary Times” Success Manual: How To Be A Leader When Times Get Tough

The more you contribute in this fashion, the less you’ll need to worry about your own situation. You’ll become a source of confidence for everyone else.

Thanks Skywriting!

sportsfan · Apr 6, 2020

Jeshu said:
My dear brother when you are mentally ill you can not trust what you feel or don't feel for everything is different than normal.

It is about knowing: So if the bible says that Jesus will loose no one then it is for you to believe that. If you believe the truth the truth will set you free from bad feelings but when you don't believe the truth then you will feel misery. Let that be the sign to you

Each time you trust that Jesus has saved you you will calm down and begin to feel at peace. Each time you doubt that Jesus has saved you you will feel bad and be scared. That is because the devil gets hold of you through his lies.

So believe the bible at its word and trust Jesus to care about you. Each time you listen to fear you will be at terror, each time you have faith in Christ you will rejoice.

So do understand that faith counts as our righteousness. So when you have faith in God things will go well but when you doubt God things will get scary.

This is why the devil gave you that hallucination to captivate you and bring you terror. He does that to all mentally ill patients because he is cruel and hates us. This is why Jesus died for our sins to save us and set us free from our fears.

Be of good courage even the worst of sinners has been saved by Jesus so He will have no trouble saving you.

1 Timothy 1:15 "Here is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance: Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners—of whom I am the worst."

Thanks Jeshu I just don't know what is reality anymore ever since October 4 before for twenty years I felt fine and secure with God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit even looked forward to a trip and a career in script reading heading to Austin to start my life but God intervened when I went to the Hospital in October for Buspar I thought I was going to die and I wondered would I really go to Heaven I knew when I was 18 I would and complemented suicide from depression but I was dealing with really bad intrusive thoughts and on the way home from the St. Elizebeth the Pastors were talking about Heaven and Hell and I really felt the Holy Spirit conviction not to go to Austin and I prayed and the supernatural blasphemous thoughts were healed instantly by Jesus and I went into eutrophic state that made believe in miracles the Holy Spirit Mark of the Beast thoughts dissapeared. I read a script that involved a Christian being called the Antichrist grieving the Holy Spirit and I realized that I could not support the cause I wrote an email to the organization explaining the Gospel enthusiastically and excited to change Grand Canyon from Screenwriting to Pastoral studies but now I don't know if that plan will happen because I am unsure if it is my brain infection or if Jesus doesn't like me I have this doubt from the yellow cross that I turned into Antichrist/False Prophet but the Holy Bible says that is impossible to get the Mark of the Beast unless there is a beast. I try to distract myself with Andy Griffith and Videogames but I am worried I ended the world and that Jesus hates me and I serve the Antichrist and I was the Antichrist who said Jesus save me I have a blue light in my brain and I have brain infection so I don't have a sense of reality Satan says Jesus destroyed my mansion but the Bible says that is impossible I read today in John 6 watching Reflections today on Daystar with Mom. I am wearing my parents out talking about it but I saw Satan on me on I don't feel the Holy Spirit leading after seeing Hell open and Satanic walls and a blue light on the ceiling says Mark of the Beast and yet the Holy Bible says all I am going through is impossible and Jesus never lies so I don't understand Satan can't overpower Jesus so what is going on with the Yellow Cross. Mom and Dad tell me not worry Jesus will rapture me but I feel so convinced I am the Antichrist/False Prophet now I worry Satan is in my stomach and I am sad I love Jesus I have a blue light that says Beast and no erections and with Jesus I had erections and no blue light and felt and heard the Holy Spirit everyone tells me to read the Holy Bible and relax but if it missed the Yellow Cross Pastor Mark says you can't sin in dreams but what if I blasphemed the Holy Spirit I keep dreaming about hell at night. I use to dream about Heaven and got special revelations from God and wrote about Heaven.

Jeshu · Apr 6, 2020

sportsfan said:
I just don't know what is reality anymore ever since October 4 before for twenty years I felt fine and secure with God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit even looked forward to a trip and a career in script reading heading to Austin to start my life

The reality is that you are sick in your mind and satan is using that to make you insecure and frightened. That nasty devil always did that with me as well. It is hard to know what truth is when we can't trust our own minds and feelings any more.

The best is to trust Jesus. Jesus loved us while we were still sinners and secured our place in Heaven before we were even born. It is for us to believe and know that.

The best way to believe is to believe what the truth says for the truth is always true even when we are ill the truth remains the truth. This is our strength brother. The truth is our strength so know it well!

Jesus says never will i leave you or forsake you. So no matter how godforsaken we might feel it is not true but what Jesus said so long ago that is true. When you stop heeding the lies in your mind then the truth can resurface again and lead us onto level ground.

So blue lights or no blue lights God loves you and wants you to be His child. He has made sure that you will spend eternity with Him and that all your sins and shortcomings will get washed off.

He is your God and you are His child. Rejoice, again i say rejoice. Let God's love cast out your fear and teach you the fearful one to be fearless.

So yes my dear ailing brother put your faith in God's love and keep doing that no matter how scared satan tries to make you. As a matter of fact tell Jesus when you are scared and give Him your fear time and again. Jesus knows what it is like to be fearful, He sweated blood that is how scared He got but He still went on with it. So let it be with you. Give your fears to Him and let His loving truth comfort you and put you straight.

Many blessings your way.

Psalms 112

Praise the Lord.

Blessed are those who fear the Lord,
who find great delight in his commands.

Their children will be mighty in the land;
the generation of the upright will be blessed.
Wealth and riches are in their houses,
and their righteousness endures forever.
Even in darkness light dawns for the upright,
for those who are gracious and compassionate and righteous.
Good will come to those who are generous and lend freely,
who conduct their affairs with justice.

Surely the righteous will never be shaken;
they will be remembered forever.
They will have no fear of bad news;
their hearts are steadfast, trusting in the Lord.
Their hearts are secure, they will have no fear;
in the end they will look in triumph on their foes.
They have freely scattered their gifts to the poor,
their righteousness endures forever;
their horn will be lifted high in honor.

The wicked will see and be vexed,
they will gnash their teeth and waste away;
the longings of the wicked will come to nothing.

Aussie Pete · Apr 6, 2020

sportsfan said:
Is this true Jesus replied, “I am the bread of life. No one coming after me will ever be hungry again . Those believing in me will never thirst. But the trouble is as I have told you before you haven't believed even though you seen me and I will never ever reject them. For I have come here from heaven to do the will of God who sent me not to have my own way. And this is the will of God, that I should not lose even one of all those he has given me, but that I should raise them to eternal life at the the Last Day. For it is my father's will that everyone who sees the son and believes on him should have eternal life that I should raise at the the Last Day.

Jesus said he would not lose one person that the father has given him. Thus anyone who makes sincere commitment to believe in Jesus Christ as Savior is secure in God's promise of eternal life. Christ will not let his people overcome by Satan and lose their salvation

And I am sure that God who began the good work with in you will keep right on helping you grow in his grace until his task within you is finally finished on the day Jesus Christ returns.

Do you sometimes feel as you never make progress in your spiritual life? When God starts a project he finishes it. As with the Philippians, God will work in your life and help you grow in grace until he completed his work in your life. When you are discouraged remember God won't give up on you He promises to finish the work he begun. Let Him Do It?

If John 6,Philippians 1:6, Romans 8, and John 10 are true how did the Yellow Cross cost my salvation did the Holy Bible miss something because Satan put a blue light in my brain and he says I blasphemed the Holy Spirit. I confused an act of God for an act of Satan did Jesus lose me and destroy my mansion is the promise of John 6 not for me did Jesus lose me into Antichrist/False Prophet role did the Bible miss something. If the Holy Bible is true I will be raptured but my brain says I won't be raptured and I am a false prophet is the Bible true.

John 6 has to be true and if it is true maybe I have brain infection but how could Satan steal my salvation based on John 6 how could a Yellow Cross from Satan even show up with my brain infection on October 4. If it isn't scriptural how did it happen if violated multiple chapters of the Holy Bible how is it possible.

How do I not hear the Holy Spirit even with reading the Holy Bible and Klove at night I don't feel his presence did the Bible get something wrong I have strong doubt because I don't hear the Holy Spirit did John 6 get it wrong did Jesus lose me that makes him a liar and Jesus doesn't lie so could it be mental illness but why do I have blue light that says Beast and no erections and I saw myself as the Antichrist in the Psych Hospital I saw all the events play out the millennium, 7 year tribulation, If John 6 is true how could I have the Mark of the Beast.

I worry the Bible missed the Yellow Cross it doesn't make sense based Scripture the Yellow Cross contradicts John 6 but I don't feel Jesus but Jesus says he doesn't lose people so clearly there is something wrong if Satan can't snatch or kidnap something isn't adding up.

Hi guys and gals I read my Holy Bible everyday and listen to Klove but I think Jesus hates me due to the yellow cross my brain is messed up did the Holy Bible miss something. My labs show a brain infection and I am worried Satan took my heart and brain from the yellow cross I dream about hell now and I never had the fear of going to hell outside of being nine years old and accidentally saying yes to being the antichrist to Satan in a dream I thought for sure I lost the Holy Spirit I worry there is a connection between nine years old and now.

I am worried that Jesus, God, Holy Spirit hate me the reason I have the fear is they don't speak to me and I don't feel them in my stomach I read my Holy Bible but I have a blue light in my brain that says Beast and it wasn't there until October when I mixed up Jesus and Satan in the shower now I fear I belong to Satan but I am confused the Holy Bible says that is impossible Mom and Dad, Church, Family, Friends say that is impossible.

I don't hear the Holy Spirit or feel it and I see the Blue Light. I fear Jesus hates me and I look forward to Easter for twenty years but now I feel that I lost my friend and I am paranoid that I am the Antichrist/False Prophet I saw myself in the psych hospital I saw the entire events of Revelation from the Antichrist perspective/False Prophet.

Am I okay does Jesus hate me did the Bible forget to mention the yellow cross. My brain is confused the Bible is my favorite book but Jesus hates me my labs show a brain infection could Satan take my brain and heart from Jesus. A m I not getting raptured for the yellow cross did Jesus destroy mansion damning me to hell I see the signs pointing that direction but I have brain infection and the Holy Bible says that impossible but I am for sure certain instead of being a pastor that I serve the Antichrist.

John 10:27-30 says Jesus won't allow you to be snatched or kidnapped by Satan that your earthly soul can't be harmed by Satan. 1 Corinthians 10:13 says you can only face temptations known to man and that God will bring you out of the temptation but I supernaturally tempted by Satan in the yellow cross he claims he wanted to stop God's Plan for my life. Romans 8 Says No power of Hell can separate and In Christ Alone say No power of hell or scheme of man can pluck from the hand until he returns or calls me home this is power of Christ in me. Did they get it wrong? Does the power of the Hell have power to snatch from Heaven or is it a hallucination did I blaspheme the Holy Spirit on the Yellow Cross does Jesus hate me now I love him but he doesn't speak to me but everyone tells me he speaks through the Bible but I don't feel his presence the peace of the Holy Spirit is not in my heart I for sure is it my brain infection making me think Satan took over as it is not Biblical. I am worried that the Holy Bible missed something in the Yellow Cross hallucination did God forget to warn about the Yellow Cross does he hate me for something there is no warning for in scripture does he not speak to me does Jesus hate me he was my friend for twenty years and I still like him but I am worried he doesn't like me what do you think?

I just don't feel hear Jesus voice in my head it is quiet and my head has never been quiet I worry Jesus is giving me the silent treatment despite me reading the Holy Bible and Klove I used to get a special feeling from the word and heard a voice I picked up a Bible at the Psychs Hospital and it said Mark of the Beast and I have a blue light in my brain Mom and Dad, Church, Family, Friends say it is not real due to the Holy Bible but I have real doubts that I blasphemed the Holy Spirit I mixed up an act of God for Satan now I feel condemned to hell and doomed to miss the rapture as the Antichrist/False Prophet Mom says it is brain infection but it feels so real to me I never had a blue light in my head or I would believe her premise as she is right the Bible is truth I read and I still feel condemned would Jesus really lose me over the yellow cross and an accident mixing up Jesus and Satan Satan claims he wanted to stop God's Plan but the Bible says it is impossible I don't know what is real right now I doubt the Bible but it is true I know it is God word's since I read it to my Bears and I know Jesus and Satan are real and I have always sided and protected myself with Jesus it is just the freak accident and reading blasphemous scripts worried I undid Jesus protection and left myself vulnerable to Satan in the yellow light/cross on my stomach that said Satan where the Holy Spirit was Mom says it isn't real though but I am scared everyday will be the rapture and I will miss it did the Bible miss something or is it all in my head.

Doubt your doubts. From time to time you get some freedom and peace. That happens when you have quit worrying and doubting and you trust the Bible and the people trying to help you. Lord Jesus knows your suffering, but you have to cooperate with Him. Doctors prescribe medications, but they are useless if you do not take them. Lord Jesus has given you much advice through His word and through His people. Take it to heart and reject everything that disagrees with the advice that you've received.

sportsfan · Apr 6, 2020

Thanks my Pastor says it is a dream and not to worry about it and read the Bible. I went to a Christian School and nothing could prepare me for for the Yellow Cross everyday feels like a horror movie script that I would never write in my right mind about hell and being the Antichrist/False Prophet it would make a great horror flick. It is an alternate world where the Devil is more powerful than Jesus which is impossible in reality Jesus wins and the Bible is true I was on path from Script Reading to becoming the next Billy Graham from not conforming to the World to the Antichrist that makes no sense especially since what occurred to me wasn't biblical it was a freak yellow light in the shower. I read an article that stated knowing that Satan masquerades as angel of light they were once so anxious not to confuse an act of God for a trick of the devil. The Lord has now graciously opened their eyes and they are filled with remorse for being overzealous in rejecting lies.
Like all Scriptures, these remain true no matter how many signs and wonders contradict it. Anything contradicting such Scriptures must be rejected as insidious lies, no matter how many out-of-body experiences you have, or how many million angels in luminescent nighties sing it, or how often your neighbors are woken by a booming voice thundering it to you, or how many psychedelic dreams you have, or how many times your donkey speaks to you, or how many other spectacular miracles confirm the contradiction, or how many prophets from God declare it. I feel out of my body and I see a blue light worried that I Satan took my heart and brain and now I can't become the next Billy Graham but I know John Bunyan saw the lake of fire open up and he dealt with blasphemous thoughts and felt damned and I feel damned but Jesus in the Bible is different than the Jesus in my mind it all changed in October in the Yellow Cross it is like everything I knew about God has changed he switched from a loving compassionate God to vengeful and unforgiving who destroys mansions over mental illness which isn't God's character in the Holy Bible as you can see from those verses I wrote out proves Jesus never leaves so it is my brain infection it has to be I can't be damned to hell or Antichrist/False Prophet based on John 6 otherwise Jesus lied and he doesn't so it must be the devil playing tricks on my mind. I guess if he got me distracted I would never become Billy Graham if he makes me think I lost my salvation I am nothing but John Bunyan got over the feeling through Jesus I just wish I heard his voice in my head that is my concern of blasphemy I was hoping to be an evangelist and get married not be the Antichrist Satan said he wanted to stop God's plan for life and because I did not kill myself he had to steal my salvation but the Holy Bible says that is impossible so it must be my head Jeshu. Thanks! I will watch Pilgrims Progress and read my Bible.

Unforgivable? The unpardonable sin of blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. Bible help and hope
Supernatural deception. When dreams visions miracles contract the bible and say you are damned or unforgivable

To ask God to confirm that you are forgiven after you have sincerely confessed your sin and sought forgiveness through Jesus is a gross insult to God. It is implying that the Holy One can lie and it is questioning the power of the cross to forgive all sin. Even that blasphemy will be forgiven the instant we seek it but do not imagine that God will concede that his Word is inadequate and that he might lie and so give you a sign that this time he is not lying.

Jeshu said:
The reality is that you are sick in your mind and satan is using that to make you insecure and frightened. That nasty devil always did that with me as well. It is hard to know what truth is when we can't trust our own minds and feelings any more.

Jeshu said:

The reality is that you are sick in your mind and satan is using that to make you insecure and frightened. That nasty devil always did that with me as well. It is hard to know what truth is when we can't trust our own minds and feelings any more.

The best is to trust Jesus. Jesus loved us while we were still sinners and secured our place in Heaven before we were even born. It is for us to believe and know that.

The best way to believe is to believe what the truth says for the truth is always true even when we are ill the truth remains the truth. This is our strength brother. The truth is our strength so know it well!

Jesus says never will i leave you or forsake you. So no matter how godforsaken we might feel it is not true but what Jesus said so long ago that is true. When you stop heeding the lies in your mind then the truth can resurface again and lead us onto level ground.

So blue lights or no blue lights God loves you and wants you to be His child. He has made sure that you will spend eternity with Him and that all your sins and shortcomings will get washed off.

He is your God and you are His child. Rejoice, again i say rejoice. Let God's love cast out your fear and teach you the fearful one to be fearless.

So yes my dear ailing brother put your faith in God's love and keep doing that no matter how scared satan tries to make you. As a matter of fact tell Jesus when you are scared and give Him your fear time and again. Jesus knows what it is like to be fearful, He sweated blood that is how scared He got but He still went on with it. So let it be with you. Give your fears to Him and let His loving truth comfort you and put you straight.

Many blessings your way.

Psalms 112

Praise the Lord.

Blessed are those who fear the Lord,
who find great delight in his commands.

Their children will be mighty in the land;
the generation of the upright will be blessed.
Wealth and riches are in their houses,
and their righteousness endures forever.
Even in darkness light dawns for the upright,
for those who are gracious and compassionate and righteous.
Good will come to those who are generous and lend freely,
who conduct their affairs with justice.

Surely the righteous will never be shaken;
they will be remembered forever.
They will have no fear of bad news;
their hearts are steadfast, trusting in the Lord.
Their hearts are secure, they will have no fear;
in the end they will look in triumph on their foes.
They have freely scattered their gifts to the poor,
their righteousness endures forever;
their horn will be lifted high in honor.

The wicked will see and be vexed,
they will gnash their teeth and waste away;
the longings of the wicked will come to nothing.

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The best is to trust Jesus. Jesus loved us while we were still sinners and secured our place in Heaven before we were even born. It is for us to believe and know that.

The best way to believe is to believe what the truth says for the truth is always true even when we are ill the truth remains the truth. This is our strength brother. The truth is our strength so know it well!

Jesus says never will i leave you or forsake you. So no matter how godforsaken we might feel it is not true but what Jesus said so long ago that is true. When you stop heeding the lies in your mind then the truth can resurface again and lead us onto level ground.

So blue lights or no blue lights God loves you and wants you to be His child. He has made sure that you will spend eternity with Him and that all your sins and shortcomings will get washed off.

He is your God and you are His child. Rejoice, again i say rejoice. Let God's love cast out your fear and teach you the fearful one to be fearless.

So yes my dear ailing brother put your faith in God's love and keep doing that no matter how scared satan tries to make you. As a matter of fact tell Jesus when you are scared and give Him your fear time and again. Jesus knows what it is like to be fearful, He sweated blood that is how scared He got but He still went on with it. So let it be with you. Give your fears to Him and let His loving truth comfort you and put you straight.

Many blessings your way.

Psalms 112

Praise the Lord.

Blessed are those who fear the Lord,
who find great delight in his commands.

Their children will be mighty in the land;
the generation of the upright will be blessed.
Wealth and riches are in their houses,
and their righteousness endures forever.
Even in darkness light dawns for the upright,
for those who are gracious and compassionate and righteous.
Good will come to those who are generous and lend freely,
who conduct their affairs with justice.

Surely the righteous will never be shaken;
they will be remembered forever.
They will have no fear of bad news;
their hearts are steadfast, trusting in the Lord.
Their hearts are secure, they will have no fear;
in the end they will look in triumph on their foes.
They have freely scattered their gifts to the poor,
their righteousness endures forever;
their horn will be lifted high in honor.

The wicked will see and be vexed,
they will gnash their teeth and waste away;
the longings of the wicked will come to nothing.

sportsfan · Apr 6, 2020

Aussie Pete said:
Doubt your doubts. From time to time you get some freedom and peace. That happens when you have quit worrying and doubting and you trust the Bible and the people trying to help you. Lord Jesus knows your suffering, but you have to cooperate with Him. Doctors prescribe medications, but they are useless if you do not take them. Lord Jesus has given you much advice through His word and through His people. Take it to heart and reject everything that disagrees with the advice that you've received.

Thanks Aussie I love the Holy Bible.

com7fy8 · Apr 6, 2020

sportsfan said:
I confused an act of God for an act of Satan did Jesus lose me and destroy my mansion is the promise of John 6 not for me did Jesus lose me into Antichrist/False Prophet role did the Bible miss something.

What about how Peter denied Jesus three times? Did Jesus give up on him and throw him away?

But what did Jesus do? Here is what He said to Peter before Peter denied Jesus three times >

"Simon, Simon! Indeed, Satan has asked for you, that he may sift you as wheat. But I have prayed for you, that your faith should not fail; and when you have returned to Me, strengthen your brethren." (in Luke 22:31-32)

So, even before Peter messed up so much, already Jesus had prayed for Peter; and Jesus knew what Peter was going to do, but Jesus had hope for him.

So, it is like this for us. But . . . also . . . this is our example, for us to follow

Ilikecats · Apr 6, 2020

Sportsfan if Jesus is your Lord and Saviour he will not fail you. Trust in his completed work and throw away your fears.

sportsfan · Apr 6, 2020

com7fy8 said:
What about how Peter denied Jesus three times? Did Jesus give up on him and throw him away?

But what did Jesus do? Here is what He said to Peter before Peter denied Jesus three times >

"Simon, Simon! Indeed, Satan has asked for you, that he may sift you as wheat. But I have prayed for you, that your faith should not fail; and when you have returned to Me, strengthen your brethren." (in Luke 22:31-32)

So, even before Peter messed up so much, already Jesus had prayed for Peter; and Jesus knew what Peter was going to do, but Jesus had hope for him.

So, it is like this for us. But . . . also . . . this is our example, for us to follow

So the Yellow Cross/Blue Light losing my mansion in Heaven is a hallucination from my brain infection and scitzphrenia, ocd, pandas, autism. I read John 6 today and still confused how I lost salvation but Mom and Dad, Church, Friends, and Family say it is impossible based on the Holy Bible to lose Salvation so maybe God still loves me and I am sick.

sportsfan · Apr 7, 2020

Ilikecats said:
Sportsfan if Jesus is your Lord and Saviour he will not fail you. Trust in his completed work and throw away your fears.

Thanks Likecats Jesus came into my life when I was four and I was baptized when I was eight I preached to Bears the gospel and watched the Home Video of it yesterday my life changed with the stress of script reading the Lord intervened and my blasphemous thoughts got better but then I confused an act of God for an act of Satan and now I believe I lost my mansion in Heaven and got kicked out for an accident but Mom and Dad, Church, Family, and friends say that is impossible based on the Holy Bible to turn into the Antichrist/False Prophet kicked out of Heaven and get the Mark of the Beast. John 6 says that impossible watching pilgrims progress tonight was fun.

Aussie Pete · Apr 7, 2020

sportsfan said:
Thanks Aussie I love the Holy Bible.

Stay focused on the Truth! It will set you free!

com7fy8 · Apr 7, 2020

sportsfan said:
So the Yellow Cross/Blue Light losing my mansion in Heaven is a hallucination from my brain infection and scitzphrenia, ocd, pandas, autism.

Do what is good, now.

Each day, start fresh with God.

What happens might not be what matters much; but what we do with it or about it is what matters.

And in case you did not do the good thing, do what is good now. Pray, trust God, be thankful for His love and forgiveness, and how you have love and forgiveness for people, the way God is kind to you. Thank God for the people who love you and have hope for you.

Love "hopes all things" > in 1 Corinthians 13:7. So, I would say do not allow this yellow cross thing to keep your attention away from how God wants you to love and forgive. Being worried about yourself can be a trick to keep attention away from appreciating God and loving and sharing with your Jesus family people.

So, don't let your attention be tricked

into going on and on and on about that.

sportsfan · Apr 7, 2020

Aussie Pete said:
Stay focused on the Truth! It will set you free!

Thanks!

sportsfan · Apr 7, 2020

com7fy8 said:
Do what is good, now.

Each day, start fresh with God.

What happens might not be what matters much; but what we do with it or about it is what matters.

And in case you did not do the good thing, do what is good now. Pray, trust God, be thankful for His love and forgiveness, and how you have love and forgiveness for people, the way God is kind to you. Thank God for the people who love you and have hope for you.

Love "hopes all things" > in 1 Corinthians 13:7. So, I would say do not allow this yellow cross thing to keep your attention away from how God wants you to love and forgive. Being worried about yourself can be a trick to keep attention away from appreciating God and loving and sharing with your Jesus family people.

So, don't let your attention be tricked into going on and on and on about that.

Thanks Comfy!

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