I was wondering if anyone has advice/could pray for me/maybe experienced similar things. I've been struggling with this for years and it's gotten really bad since I've left my church in 2020. I've been out of fellowship due to leaving my church and it hard getting connected with other believers these days. Anyway, when ever I TRY to read my Bible I get thoughts like "if you finish this paragraph in your Bible your going to belong satan" " if you don't pray right now in the middle of your study you'll be demon possessed ". Writing these out right now I am calm because I know they're ridiculous and unbilical, but when I'm alone especially when I haven't been in fellowship for these last three years I start to believe my ocd thoughts again. I need a snap back to reality but it's so hard when I'm dealing with the hurt from my old church and new churches in my area make it feel impossible to join. Anyone have words of hope for me ?