- Nov 16, 2016
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I am having real difficulty with grief. I do not cry often, every four years or so?, but when I do it is ugly (no surprise there). But this was unprecedented. I have never cried like this, nor even seen anyone cry like this. I wondered, at least as much as my mind could work, if this was the gift of tears (or at least a temporary version). But no, I don't think so. I am very afraid for the future now.