-Fast and pray for repentance. Pray Psalm 51 and mean it with all your heart during your fast and worship.
-This is such a struggle within our community, but it's not the end. It is all part of your testimony, do not give up and let the enemy make you think you can't possibly return. God knows what is in men. He's going to use it all to make you into someone that will help others.
Proverbs 24:16 For a righteous man will fall seven times, and rise : but the ungodly shall be without strength in troubles. Rise again my friend and ask God to heal you as you cannot do this on your own.
-Get Godly counselling from church. Get an accountability partner, a Christian friend you trust that you can call when you feel tempted.
-Recognize your triggers: if it's being alone, try not to be alone. If it's certain shows or music, stop watching listening etc...
-Covenant eyes is a good website. You can also suscribe to get daily emails on how to combat this.
The Apostle Paul's Secret to Fighting Sexual Sin
Stay strong my friend, you are not beyond the point of no return. The enemy wants to get you by thinking you need this.
Not sure if we can post youtube videos but this is good.