Unless you recently changed your belief, last I recall, you are in favor of Calvinism. If this is the case, then it is no wonder you don't think it involves our free will even though we see free will mentioned in regards to our choice in choosing God many times in the Bible.
Free Will in the Bible:
#1.
Joshua 24:15 KJV -
"
Choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve"
#2.
Matthew 11:28 KJV -
"
Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest."
#3.
John 7:17 KJV -
"
If anyone wills to do His will, he shall know concerning the doctrine, whether it is from God."
#4.
John 7:37 KJV -
"If anyone thirsts,
let him come to Me and drink."
#5.
Acts 2:38 KJV -
"
Repent, and let everyone of you be baptized"
#6.
Acts 3:19 KJV -
"
Repent therefore and
be converted"
#7.
Acts 16:31 KJV -
"
Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and you will be saved"
#8.
Acts 17:30 KJV -
"but now commands all men everywhere to
repent"
#9.
Revelation 22:17 KJV -
"
Whoever wills, let him take the water of life
freely."
#10.
Genesis 4:7 KJV -
"
If thou doest well, shalt thou not be accepted? and
if thou doest not well, sin lieth at the door. And unto thee shall be his desire, and thou shalt rule over him."
#11.
Revelation 22:17 KJ2
"And
the Spirit and the bride say,
Come. And let him that hears say, Come. And let him that is thirsty come. And
whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely."
#12.
Luke 13:34 NLT -
"O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, the city that kills the prophets and stones God's messengers! How often
I have wanted to gather your children together as a hen protects her chicks beneath her wings,
but you wouldn't let me.