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It triggers me real bad to read anything about hoping Jesus comes soon, bc, to be honest, it seems to mean that we Christians have a death wish!
Wishing or saying for Jesus to come soon sets me off down a tangent of thoughts and musings about leaving this earth, bc heaven is so much better.
I'm here to serve god on this planet, but so many hope and pray for Jesus return that it says to my heart and mind to commit suicide.
And so round and round I go, insomnia sets in and the struggle to battle off these thoughts drains my spirit and body.
Exhausted, I ask myself why am I still here?
Sometimes I wonder if there are actual bible verses I should avoid
bc bible verses are triggering!
Wishing or saying for Jesus to come soon sets me off down a tangent of thoughts and musings about leaving this earth, bc heaven is so much better.
I'm here to serve god on this planet, but so many hope and pray for Jesus return that it says to my heart and mind to commit suicide.
And so round and round I go, insomnia sets in and the struggle to battle off these thoughts drains my spirit and body.
Exhausted, I ask myself why am I still here?
Sometimes I wonder if there are actual bible verses I should avoid
bc bible verses are triggering!