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I am not sure this is the right place but I could not find the prayer and encouragement section for christians. I need your help and prayers. I am in a lot of pain. Since 2005 My life has been in a downward spiral. Yes 12 years. with out going in to all the details because there is 12 years of it. I will give you the highlights 2005 lost my job and have not worked, then lost my scholarship for school, then lost my church community, then lost my denomianal family, then lost my heath due to being drugged by family member, then almost lost my life , buy an in-law, was in a cars accident and just reciently left my denomination, most currently lost a lady interest. I am feeling quite devestated and I am in a really bad place. I am really angry and I am not sure what to do with it and not sure where God is. I have been holding on to a promise he told me when this all started happening and I don't know if I can hold on much longer. I feel like I am loosing my faith at the same time. I have been questioning my faith in a way that I have never have done before. I am not sure God has my well being in mind. when I read the bible I see all the violence and anger and feel condemned. God seem silent, but when he does pop up I want to reject the promises he gives me. He is mainly silent. I don't know where to go or to turn. I have very little in the way of help or support. I am not sure I just seem to be experiancing Devestation after devestation. Please help and say prayers.