As the title says, I'm really having a hard time grasping the idea of salvation, Heaven, or any kind of afterlife for that matter.
Reading the Gospels, particularly John made it seem to me that afterlife was not part of Jewish thought at that time, as they were shocked and took Jesus very literally when he said that His followers "will never see death." (John 8:51)
Now, I understand that this is one of many radical things Jesus said, and that He directly challenged and redefined the traditional Jewish school of thought. But I'm having a hard time seeing Heaven as a reality, although I still believe in it, because I believe that Jesus is who he said he is.
Verses like Ecclesiastes 9:5 frighten me. I don't want death to be a finality.
The one theological argument I have that supports the existence of Heaven is that God never intended death to exist, but it was a consequence of the fall of man, and Jesus' death was our reconciliation that allows God to restore His original intentions for humanity into those who are saved. I understand that this more or less is the central point and basis of our entire faith, but like I said, I still believe, and that is my reasoning. But salvation, and Heaven just seem so foreign.
Can anyone help me grasp the idea of Heaven, theologically and/or scripturally?
Reading the Gospels, particularly John made it seem to me that afterlife was not part of Jewish thought at that time, as they were shocked and took Jesus very literally when he said that His followers "will never see death." (John 8:51)
Now, I understand that this is one of many radical things Jesus said, and that He directly challenged and redefined the traditional Jewish school of thought. But I'm having a hard time seeing Heaven as a reality, although I still believe in it, because I believe that Jesus is who he said he is.
Verses like Ecclesiastes 9:5 frighten me. I don't want death to be a finality.
The one theological argument I have that supports the existence of Heaven is that God never intended death to exist, but it was a consequence of the fall of man, and Jesus' death was our reconciliation that allows God to restore His original intentions for humanity into those who are saved. I understand that this more or less is the central point and basis of our entire faith, but like I said, I still believe, and that is my reasoning. But salvation, and Heaven just seem so foreign.
Can anyone help me grasp the idea of Heaven, theologically and/or scripturally?