There is nowhere in scripture when a christian blasphemes the holy spirit. Only unbeleivers from the bible can commit the unpardonable sin. The pharises already rejected him. They were just simply digging their own grave time and time again. They were commiting sin by denying him, scripturally this cannot be commited by a christian. It is utterly impossible scripturally for God to hold any sin against a beleiver. There is not one time in all of scripture where he would not accept his people. God cannot reject his people scripturally. He loves his people. You have to accept the truth the God loves you. Family can be a big contributing factor to this if for example you have an unforgiving family members. This is the most common and widespread reason people think they have commited it. They have family who do not accept them and the enemy uses this to hurt our faith and make us innefective, and make people beleive that God doesn't hear them either. No famiy member will ever measure up to God so who cares what you family thinks. One of the most destructive forces in faith is the family. Families do not pull up the boot straps and help those in need only god does. If you are looking for answers from your family it will probably make it difficult to understand why you feel it, where being honest God is a jealouse God and sometimes family can work against him. The problem for this probably lies within your family. Families are not perfect and to expect the same perfection from your family will only make you feel confused and lost and probably cause you to doubt God. No dad lives up to Gods example and it needs to be talked about since dad are just like you no better. Don't take junk from people in your family and you will find God is much more your friend. Forget your families. They do not know what is right all the time for you. Trust God, he is the one that gives you comfort whenever you need ti not your family. God did not come to make perfect families. Also try taking vitamins and a good antidepressant that will help fill up the seratonin in your brain. My family never suported me and it stole all my peace but when i finally had enuff and left i became a friendly person and my life changed for the better. Families cause confusion, they do not heal you whenever you need it and people want the comfort there but god says get out be in the world. If the only doubt you have is that you have commited the unpardonable then get away from your family and out in to the world more. Maybe people in your family don't hink your saved and it is affecting you. Trust that God loves you and when you leave he will always be with you. I have had to learn it and hope everybody does. Being a force for good starts in the home and continues in the world as you get older. Just pray god will get you out of there, cause it seems like people are just struggling with something that if you were out in the world would never become a problem, you would be so happy being around and meeting people in the world who admire you and them you can help alot more than your family. If you are involved in family politics you will have alot of strife. Also read your bible and ask god to tell you what to pray before you read it. Ask him to help you in life. If your family won't agree with you on everything maybe you should leave. Because alot of time the family causes trouble. But at some point you have to start thinking about yourselves in life and not clinging to your family. They are the problem. I can't stress that enuff. People can think they have the perfect family but it's just not true. There is no such thing as a christian family? Well of course there is but if your worrying about having commited that you shouldn't even be there. You family is obviously not meeting any of your needs. They are neglecting you and turning their back on you. NO PERSON SHOULD EVER HAVE TO FEEL THEY HAVE COMMITTED THE UNFORGIVABLE SIN. Maybe what your family does makes you feel bad and you'd rather do other things. But again they won't changeI am talking about this caus i have ome out of this, and it ended being because of my family nothing of my fault. I have had to distance myself from the religious group where everything is an impossible expectation. Your family may be saved but they are not acting right. Stop bein lazy and do stuff you enjoy. Do what you think is fun and gives you comfort. If people in your family don't agree tell them i said to shut up.
