His forgiveness amazes me!

Up until this Sunday, I had been having problems for about a week. I'd been angry at God, calling Him names, turned away from His will, stopped reading my Bible completely, and a few other things. I finally got to the point where I realized life wasn't fun anymore without Him. I was being dragged down by the enemy, and my thoughts were extremely clouded. There were a few times where, just for a few seconds, I had the mind and eyes of Christ, and I could see everything for what it truly was. I bowed down, closed my eyes, and begged God for forgiveness because I couldn't go on without Him. I felt the same as I had until a few hours later. Then something just "clicked" in my mind, and I was instantly happy. I was amazed to say the least. Before I went to bed that night, I prayed and thanked Him, and remembered my church is holding a youth conference this Thursday - Saturday, and I asked Him to use me in a big way, and to completely rock my world at the conference so I can continue in His will; so I could go on strong with fresh insight and motivation. Today, He's given that to me. I meditated, and placed myself into whatever popped into mind. I was on a flying carpet (lol), Jesus just popped up right next to me, gave me a great hug, and we just went on like nothing never happened! So far I'm going to be greeting and ushering, I'm getting other people serving, and there's plans on speaking into someone's life. I'm so thankful for what God has done! Hoping and praying my life get's changed at the conference, and for other peoples' lives to get changed!