So if it makes you feel better to write off my ramblings of that of a mad-man, then you can OK, if it makes you feel better, etc...
Anyway, I'm going to describe just a simple trip to the grocery store for me as one of my examples, etc, what is supposed to be just a regular normal experience for someone, OK...
I'll go into to the grocery store and start shopping, etc, and I'll start off in say, the fruit and veggies department, and will be thinking about about picking up some vegetables for Chinese Stir Fry, etc, and right about then, and right around me, someone will start talking with some other people about going out for Chinese food tonight, etc, then I'll go to the next isle, etc, and maybe start thinking about some things I need to pick up or get, like, oh, I need to make sure I get some cat food tonight, etc, and right then, some people around me will start talking about their cats together, etc, and then I go down another isle, and be thinking about picking up some things to make Spaghetti, and right then, a woman with her screaming kids will be going down the isle with me, and be saying to here kids, "No, were having Spaghetti tonight", etc, and then I'll maybe think about having to pick up some cleaning supplies, and right after I'll overhear a woman talking to someone about having to do cleaning all weekend, etc, and then I'll go to another section, etc, and be thinking about something that maybe me and my friend might have and barbecue, etc, and right then, a group of people right around will be talking with one another about having a barbecue together sometime, etc, and then...? Well, maybe you get my point by now, etc, nothing is hardly ever a "normal" experience for me anymore, not even going to the grocery store, etc...
I put headphones in and listen to music when I go out sometimes, a lot of the time, etc, just so I don't have to deal with it, etc...
God Bless!