Feeling like God has something new for me. Talking with people, praying, waiting, seeking Him. It's a terrible, frightening mix of emotions, but I feel hopeful. Thank you for all the responses so far on other threads.
WOMM... I’m so grateful that I only have to take a few days off a week instead of losing my job during all of this. Have any of you had to be laid off or cut down your work hours?
Thinking of how many more weeks of silent treatment I'd have from my wife - who won't talk to me because she got angry at me out of the blue while we were watching netflix and I lashed back (after months of just taking all her attacks without making a sound). Thinking of how pointless these conflicts are with so much more happening in the world right now. I just despise this tedious, petty, situation.
I have been on medication for a week and am already feeling better. I’m more tired in the afternoons/evenings and pretty weepy, but I feel better overall. My depression and anxiety symptoms are easing.
Friday is our anniversary. I dread it. He's trying to act like things are normal when they are not. He's finally turned into the man I always wanted him to be, but he's hurt me so badly for most of our marriage I want nothing to do with him anymore...
Today is my wife's 30th birthday and she is such a blessing and a wonderful mother to our son. We just moved almost 400 miles last week to Idaho and we both love it. But leaving her hometown and her family, she's handled it so well...