Weeks ago, I ended up having a compulsion not to watch a specific dialogue from a tv episode in youtube.
I do not remember how this compulsion was created. I remember telling myself not to watch this episode again.
Probably, some thoughts without my will popped up about a promise to God, due to frustration or due to anti-ocd.
I cant remember exactly, what these thoughts without my will were or how much scary they were. I do nto remember how strong they were. I cant confirm if they were 100% without my will.
Yesterday, I think, I ended up accidentally, for some seconds watching that scene that contained that dialogue. I freaked and closed it.
I do not remember if the thoughts without my will were about for the whole scene or just for a specific dialogue that I cant remember.
I remember being very worried, when this compulsion was created.
I cant remember if it was really a compulsion or not.
I do not remember how this compulsion was created. I remember telling myself not to watch this episode again.
Probably, some thoughts without my will popped up about a promise to God, due to frustration or due to anti-ocd.
I cant remember exactly, what these thoughts without my will were or how much scary they were. I do nto remember how strong they were. I cant confirm if they were 100% without my will.
Yesterday, I think, I ended up accidentally, for some seconds watching that scene that contained that dialogue. I freaked and closed it.
I do not remember if the thoughts without my will were about for the whole scene or just for a specific dialogue that I cant remember.
I remember being very worried, when this compulsion was created.
I cant remember if it was really a compulsion or not.