Swords&Sunflowers
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- May 10, 2018
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Feeling irritated right now. I'm really sick of people's crap, arrogance, and hypocrisy.
Why would they talk about you like that?Plus I despise the fact that I can't go anywhere in public without feeling judged by people. A week ago I was at a bar late at night and there was a group of guys looking at me as I was just trying to drink. I think they were also talking about me. Shortly before I left, one guy was looking over to me and I just looked back at him. If I wasn't mistaken, I heard him tell the others not to touch me.
Once again, I think my guardian angel looks out for me.
Word of advice: never drink a redbullI'm stressing out, looks like I'll be living alone soon.
Mom and dad applied for senior housing. It would be good, because I can no longer fully financially support them both. But man, I love those two. Gonna honestly, miss them. I wish they could stay with me, but mom knows I need to be "free". Idk, I don't like living alone here. I'mma gonna pray that God delay a bit lol. I think I'm just worried for both of them. Geez, I don't know what I want anymore. I told her they could both leave once I find a guy and get married, but she was like, "No, you need to experience living on your own". Ugh, plus now I'll have to calculate separate bills. I'll also have to fend for myself against weird guys..."Where do you live?" I can no longer say, "Oh, my parents live with me!"...and make a dash away (yes, I'm this weird, unfortunately)...or maybe I can finally get a cat...but my mom was like, "Oh, no...you're not that type of girl...look at your plant outside, the bonsai...look at it!" I looked outside, and there it was all shriveled up, I could hear it saying, "Wateerr!!! I need Watterrr!" I said, okay maybe a hamster...she still shook her head...fine, then, a lizard! "He will die too!" My dad interrupted. I think I'm overthinking...I'll probably be fine right...
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Word of advice: never drink a redbull