- Jan 7, 2016
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So i am 34 and feel like i never had a life or got to expeirence the life i wanted. i feel like most of my life was wasted...i am really struggling terribly. i dont have a car anymore and no money to buy one anytime soon so its hard to go places and do things i want. i just sit in my room all day depressed and i am tired of doing that. it gets old. God has also kinda abandon me and is angry with me because of my rebellion towards him so i feel entirely spiritually dead and alone...i dont know how to turn back to him without feeling guilt fear and stuff like my shamefulness with that is consuming me. i dont really have anyone to talk to but my mom and sometimes she doesnt understand me. i also have been very sick (kidney issues) and the doctors dont know whats wrong with me so im really frustrated with that...all these things are just making me really stressful and i dont know what to do anymore. i just want to cry. i am not sure what kind of advice i am looking for but i needed to vent this out.......i guess you can pray for me?
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