- Jun 18, 2014
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What's wrong?
Why ain't you grateful that you've been healed?
This is some questions I have faced already in my few days as cancerfree.
People seem to forget fatigue and the mental terror cancer patients and recovering cancer survivors have gone through and still does.
How can I be so so excited?
Am I glad I'm not dying? Of course.
But I'm not the same person anymore, im full of anxiety and pain.
Im so afraid that the cancer may come back, I'm afraid of dying.
The bizarre thing is that I'm afraid of living again too.
Hmm, it's a very complex and weird state if mind.
I'm suffering still
Why ain't you grateful that you've been healed?
This is some questions I have faced already in my few days as cancerfree.
People seem to forget fatigue and the mental terror cancer patients and recovering cancer survivors have gone through and still does.
How can I be so so excited?
Am I glad I'm not dying? Of course.
But I'm not the same person anymore, im full of anxiety and pain.
Im so afraid that the cancer may come back, I'm afraid of dying.
The bizarre thing is that I'm afraid of living again too.
Hmm, it's a very complex and weird state if mind.
I'm suffering still