- Mar 11, 2016
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Its causing horrible anxiety... Like I just can't believe it...not like, I'm in awe...
More like I don't trust it. Because of how my life is currently...if God loved me so much he would help he would do something...so I just naturally feel like God doesn't care for me..that I'm not his favorite.
I can't sleep ,barely eat and feel he's out to get me. I kinda hated I believed in the first place.
Because I'm stressed beyond belief and god doesn't care...if he did my situation would be different and he wouldn't be silent.
Idk ...just trying to make it until we move and these are the hardest 5 days ill have to go through....
I just feel like god wants to destroy me to keep me from moving into that nice place ..like maybe he thinks I don't deserve to go there..idk.
More like I don't trust it. Because of how my life is currently...if God loved me so much he would help he would do something...so I just naturally feel like God doesn't care for me..that I'm not his favorite.
I can't sleep ,barely eat and feel he's out to get me. I kinda hated I believed in the first place.
Because I'm stressed beyond belief and god doesn't care...if he did my situation would be different and he wouldn't be silent.
Idk ...just trying to make it until we move and these are the hardest 5 days ill have to go through....
I just feel like god wants to destroy me to keep me from moving into that nice place ..like maybe he thinks I don't deserve to go there..idk.