I'm interested to hear if any non-believers have seriously considered believing in God based on an argument or reason they heard from someone else, either on these forums or elsewhere.
I would think that those of you who have been on these forums for an extended period of time would have come across some argument or reason that has brought you close to believing in God, but maybe the opposite is true, maybe all the arguments just reaffirm your non-belief.
Do share if you want, thanks!
I grew up attending a Baptist church where I heard about Jesus dying on a cross to save me from my sin so I would not go to hell. When I was a young adult I doubted that all I had heard in church was true or if God was real. I dismissed it all, went on with my life, and forgot about going to church.
Later in my life I found myself again questioning whether or not God is real or if the bible was true and although I wanted to dismiss it as unbelievable something inside of me was driving me to find the truth.
I started going to church occasionally and really listened to the messages. I even talked to the preacher about how to become a “believer.” I read several books about Christianity written by well known bible scholars and evangelists, listened to preachers on TV and radio. I did not know for sure if God was real, if the bible was true, or if Jesus Christ was really God who became a man. I found myself wanting to believe all of it but just did not understand how to do that. In all the reading I had done and all of the preaching I had heard the one thing that I was hearing over and over was that if I wanted to become a Christian I would have to turn from my sin and say a prayer to ask Jesus to forgive my sin and save me. Well I could not understand how saying a prayer would save me from sin and although I knew that I had sin in my life I could not completely turn from it. I could not find the truth, I wasn't sure if God was real or if the bible was true. For some reason I could not dismiss from my mind the possibility that if God is real & the bible is the truth that I just might end up in that place called hell; and that scared the hell out of me. My life became a life of confusion and misery.
After several years of living in that misery and trying to “believe” in something that I wanted to believe in, but was not convinced that it was true, I just gave up on all the things I was doing to find the truth about God, the bible, and Jesus. Out of a sense of helplessness I looked up at the ceiling in my bedroom one night and said a prayer to the God who I wasn't even sure existed. I said “God will you show me the truth about believing in Jesus?” That night I slept better that I had slept in a long time. The next day I did something I had never done at home; I picked up the large family bible that sat on a table in the living room collecting dust, opened it to the Book of John, and started reading.
I realize that some readers will say or think that I was not a real non-believer since I had a church background and actually wanted to become a “believer.” But, the word “believe” doesn't mean to simply acknowledge that God exists or that Jesus is the person he claimed to be. The word “believe” became the main reason for my confusion & misery after I decided I wanted to become a “believer.” No, I am not confused now; I'm just having difficulty explaining how I became a genuine believer in something that I thought that I would never understand nor would I ever know for sure if I believed it or not.
Now, to answer the question. I had heard & read many arguments from men about believing in God. None of those arguments convinced me that God is real. Nothing I read in books written by well known Christians like Dr. John R Rice or Dr. H A Ironsides convinced me to believe God exists or how to “believe” in Jesus.
Although I wasn't convinced that God is real or that the bible is true, the moment I turned to the Bible, earnestly seeking the truth about God, and began to read in John chapter 1, I realized that for the first time in my life I was understanding scripture. The Holy Spirit opened my blind spiritual eyes and showed me the truth from God's Word as I read John chapters 1- 6. I found the truth about God, the Bible, and Jesus. That day I was convinced that God is real, the Bible is the Truth, and that Jesus is God who became a Man to redeem the lost world back to Himself. No, Mr. Atheist, I did not convince myself. I had no idea of what was about to happen to me that day. As I said earlier, I thought that I would never know the truth about God. But, my life changed forever that day as I became a true believer in the Gospel message of Christ. I could say much more about my conversion, 35 years ago, from being a non-believer to becoming a genuine believer in Jesus, but I will just end with the following statement: It is impossible for a true believer in Christ to explain, in a way a non-believer can understand, the peace, assurance, and change that takes place in the believers' life the moment one is led by the Holy Spirit out of the darkness of unbelief into the light of the Gospel message. It is a life-changing moment that transforms the non-believer into a new life in Christ, and that believer is a real Christian, and could never become an atheist.
Sincerely,
Don