mmksparbud
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- Dec 3, 2011
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I think it would do you good to learn more about your church among other things such as the Bible.
Couldn't survive without it--read it daily--can't memorize like I used--Fibro messes with the brain. And though angry at God and not wanting Him in my life, I went through SDA schools--and we were taught all of what the other religions taught--And I've mentioned this before. We had to go directly to a priest, minister, bishop, whatever to get to what they believed. We never went directly to a member of that church for the simple reason that most people, not matter what faith, didn't always know what their church taught. We had to find out from the leadership. We'd take notes and then we'd come together and examine everything they taught, including their biblical scriptural reasons for that believe and we would then study the bible for our reasons for not believing that teaching. I don't know that that is still being done or not. When I was away from God, it wasn't because I didn't believe in Him or not believe in our church--I was simply too ticked off at both to want them in my life.
There have always been those who would get some idea in their head that didn't jive with what we taught. The ministers would talk to them, and explain from the bible our reason for our believes, and if they refused to see it, they usually left on their own, though if they became disruptive in church by trying to force the rest of the church to follow them, they were asked to leave. A couple garnered 1-2 followers who left with them. I did learn that every faith has them. And there are always the David Koresh's and Jimmy Jones in the world who's real interest is in getting their own following and being in control of his group. I saw a lot of stupid stuff. And have no doubt there will continue to be more of them. They never do end up with what they were looking for, as, sooner or later, someone in their group would want to take over and so on and so on. I'm 63, and I was born curious with the ever present "why"--drove my mother crazy with the "whys"--and I've not changed. Driving my husband crazy now when he
makes some pronouncement and my first reaction is "why?"--
Unfortuneately--I think--I do the same with God. I'm asking why He's leading me in some direction I don't want to go or not doing something I want--It's been a struggle to "let go and let God." And just trust Him to do the right thing for me without badgering Him with why's.
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