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Christownsme
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I was born with a couple of talents God gave me - I've been a musician, and I have a high IQ so I'm good at math and physics, stuff like that. Early in my life I used these talents and acquired friends, money, some fame, travels overseas, recording and touring. With the math and physics I set up my own recording studio, and it kind of takes a math mind to do this. So I've used my talents very well. Except recently...
My question revolves around what has come over me recently. I don't know if I need a tweak in my meds (see my diagnosis below), or what. But I am afraid to use my talents, except not like the guy with one talent in Matthew 25:25. He was afraid because he had no faith in his master. I'm afraid because my body and mind hurt. I do the best I can, but something's wrong and I need healing of some sort. What good is my talent if I can't use it? I want to so badly, but my mind aches and so does my body. I've been to doctors, no one knows what to do. Does God take talents away, for a good reason even? Or is it happening because we live in a fallen world, and sin causes problems for everyone in different ways, like this?
My question revolves around what has come over me recently. I don't know if I need a tweak in my meds (see my diagnosis below), or what. But I am afraid to use my talents, except not like the guy with one talent in Matthew 25:25. He was afraid because he had no faith in his master. I'm afraid because my body and mind hurt. I do the best I can, but something's wrong and I need healing of some sort. What good is my talent if I can't use it? I want to so badly, but my mind aches and so does my body. I've been to doctors, no one knows what to do. Does God take talents away, for a good reason even? Or is it happening because we live in a fallen world, and sin causes problems for everyone in different ways, like this?