It don't matter who pushed you from believing this or that! You won't have anyone to point a finger at, you will stand before God all by yourself. and regardless of who taught you what, and who did this or that isn't going to amount to a hill of beans. you will stand before God and be judged, let me let you in on a little secret, your own mind is keeping the record. I have first hand experience on how this works, I was shown every sinful thing I ever did all at the same time, It doesn't make sense I know, but it was like looking up at a star filled night sky, and I could clearly see tens of thousands of incidences of sinful acts, all at the same time, and again all at the same time I was able to acknowledge each and every act individually, you say this sounds impossible, God is impossible to comprehend, if you think your going to fathem and understand Him you won't, but I assure you someday you will believe beyond a shadow of a doubt that he is very real, and everything He does, seems to break all laws and physics and perameters of what we know and understand.......one last thought, He said he was going to make the wise look foolish.....so don't get to wise
Since you had not related this experience to me before I made that post, I have not yet said such an experience is impossible. In fact, I have had similar experiences myself, where my mind has expanded and I believed I was seeing my life all at once. I once felt I truly perceived the vastness of the universe and my smallness in relation to it, and that feeling, that event, has had profound repercussions in my life. Yet I did not ascribe any of these experiences to God, as you have. Such experiences are part of the greater human experience and to deny them would, in fact, be bad science on my part.I am further of the opinion that such events are the primary goal of some eastern religions, and are known to them as enlightenment, yet they do not attribute them to the christian god. I would welcome input from an expert on eastern religions, especially buddhism.
I further don't believe that such experiences are completely inaccessible to science, as I have made the leap from the well supported idea that consciousness can be physically manipulated to the less supported idea that consciousness has a physical basis. If this is true, then, experiences such as yours would be possible and explainable without God. Of course, science cannot prove or disprove the existence of such a deity and, of course, such a deity could be doing his, her, or its work through the natural processes that science would come up with to explain an event such as the epiphany you had.
I believe experiences such as the one you describe are of interest to some scientists and that there is research into the neurology of such events. I'm not an expert though, and don't have details, so I would be very curious to hear from one.
It would seem, then, that I am not calling your experience impossible and your assertion to the contrary is false.
Further, you suggest but do not completely assert that I believe that god can be comprehended. A search through my post history will reveal a thread in "exploring christianity" titled "is god bound by logic?", wherein I state:
hasone said:
My conception of god, especially a monotheistic god in the tradition I'm familiar with, is a creature/being/universe/thing that has no limits.
Now, I don't think that I have stated on this board that I believe I am, in fact, limited. I do so now. In that case, an unlimited god would be quite naturally incomprehensible for a limited being such as myself to understand, a point well made by the participants in that thread and one that I accept. Thus your suggestion that I believe that I can comprehend God is false. Compared to such an entity, the wisest man will seem foolish. It is analogous to the manner in which any finite number, no matter how large, is miniscule in comparison to infinity. Even a countable infinity. It seems even smaller when compared to an uncountable infinity. I will not allow this possibility, however, to deter me from seeking wisdom, as I see wisdom to be a good thing.
As for the rest of the substance of your post - that I will be judged by god and be judged harshly if I do not join your religion, this could be true. Yet due to my lack of a belief in god, I do not find this argument effective. You would probably be better served by leading me to a belief in god before attempting it. Furthermore, even if I did believe in god, I would probably be drawn to a religious tradition with a god who is not so harsh. Such traditions can be found outside the umbrella of christianity, and I wouldn't be surprised to find such traditions inside the umbrella of christianity as well.