Hiyah Mary
"Dizzy" ? yep me too! back 'then'
I was well-used, to spending 18 hours a day
both IN my favourite forums and browsing for information for it
It seemed to me
that the guys who ran the site, used 'privileged information'
to avenge themselves upon my computers...[x2] 2004/05.
I still have them upstairs [useless]
The SPAM [inappropriate contentographic literature, penis enlargement offers and Viagra sales]
continues, [still] to rain down upon my Yahoo & Orange.com email boxes
So, I use them [now]
only to maintain old contacts [at arms length]
Whilst, now using, Hotmail LIVE MAIL
as my main email [CONTACTS ONLY]
Dizzy ?
oh yes.... it seemed like; I might never
climb on top of, the knowledge required
to create 'hidden folders' and 'password access'
My elder two sons, helped considerably, in my attempts
to 'map out' a secure-setup [on paper]
that I was then, able to debug after-installation
to provide me with an enduring system
that HASN'T failed me since I joined here
I have also, the belief,
that I had a great deal of help, from someone, very special to us all here
Someone, whom has, empowered me with so much patience
and confidence, that I can feel totally LAID-BACK about everything in my life
and, instead of resorting-to; DEAR DIARY...
I now say; Dear Jesus....I am so overwhelmed by your blessings....
that 'they' [these, blessings] are everywhere I look
and, in all aspects of my life and those whom share it with me
Dizzy, Mary ?
oh yes! ever since December 27th 2006
I have been so-upheld that, looking down, can make me giddy also
"Why me?" what makes me so-special that I should become so coddled,
protected, and, so-whole?
He, sees everything!
even, in someone's deepest darkness,
and they, need only, to look up to The Light
to learn the truth
and to learn, that without Him,
we are nothing and, are dead
May God bless you
dave