Tired But Restless

It's around 7:00AM, I'm tired but I can't go back to sleep. My ears are ringing. I'm slightly anxious for my vacation, and fear in other points. Like I was told about the passages in numbers 30 about a woman making vows and her father or husband cancelling the vows and that this meant God our Father and Christ the Husband of the Church could cancel out our thoughtless vows. Like soul-selling and promising things that are impossible or not intentional. Someone is making me wonder if I am wrong and bound still, and I want to just go back to sleep and wake up refreshed.