Hoooooo boy.
I think God lately is making it very clear that He intends to make me more Christlike by allowing me to suffer (and suffer immensely) so that I can be of help and comfort to others. I'm already doing it now.
Good gracious that's wonderful and a joy to me but it also makes me so very very sad.
I am more than happy to help others with whatever advice, wisdom, and knowledge God has given me through my trials and suffering but the idea that my suffering wont end and will probably only get worse is so daunting. It's like a weight on my chest that I'll never be able to remove.
I don't even know where to begin to cope. I know I shouldn't be selfish and ask for things for myself but I really wish God would at least take away some of my suffering. Not all of it but some would be nice. I can carry a load but I wish it would be lightened.
I think God lately is making it very clear that He intends to make me more Christlike by allowing me to suffer (and suffer immensely) so that I can be of help and comfort to others. I'm already doing it now.
Good gracious that's wonderful and a joy to me but it also makes me so very very sad.
I am more than happy to help others with whatever advice, wisdom, and knowledge God has given me through my trials and suffering but the idea that my suffering wont end and will probably only get worse is so daunting. It's like a weight on my chest that I'll never be able to remove.
I don't even know where to begin to cope. I know I shouldn't be selfish and ask for things for myself but I really wish God would at least take away some of my suffering. Not all of it but some would be nice. I can carry a load but I wish it would be lightened.
