worst night of my life!

[evenangelsfall]

im posting this so that people can see that if u just leave this particular problem and think itl go away and think its not that bad then it can get sooo much worse

it happened last wednesday iv recently fallen head over heals for my friends boyfriend and have found it rly hard to cope with but managed to not harm for a while, anyways i got stupidly drunk and came onto him and this night i was feelin awful about it and felt down
the depression got worse and worse and started crying then cudnt stop and i got soo histerical and started to injure myself but this time i cudnt stop and I was bleeding badly. i started having a panic attack after panic attack, after then wen i stoped it bleeding i felt realy sick and almost collapsed after this i cudnt stop hurting myself.
i finnally fell asleep at 4 am
I was badly injured and still suffering for a day.
anyways please if your doubting whether its a good idea to go to the doctor i hope thiss has changed your mind!

before i go can i say

dear lord
please forgive me for all above i pray for strengh to forvive myself for this and to try and move on and stop
in jesus name
amen

 

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[rowy]

Im really sorry this happened, I know how it is when your losing control.Please know I will be thinking of you.

 

[AVoiceToTheShadow]

talking to a doctor is a very good idea but you also need your friends and family around aswell for that extra support.
Will be thinking and praying for you
PM me if you would like to chat about anything

Remember God loves you and will never let you fall he WILL help you through this!

 

[littlenova]

hope u get support here 2!