Perhaps I'm getting this wrong...but it sounds like in your faith...Jesus alone isn't enough to save you.
It's not what you do that saves you:
Gal 2:16 nevertheless knowing that a man is
not justified by the works of the Law but through faith in Christ Jesus, even we have believed in Christ Jesus, so that we may be justified by faith in Christ and not by the works of the Law; since by the works of the Law no flesh will be justified.
Titus 3:5 He saved us,
not on the basis of deeds which we have done in righteousness, but according to His mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewing by the Holy Spirit,
2nd Tim 1:9 who has saved us and called us with a holy calling,
not according to our works, but according to His own purpose and grace which was granted us in Christ Jesus from all eternity,
Eph 2:8 For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that
not of yourselves, it is the gift of God;
Romans 4:2 For
if Abraham was justified by works, he has something to boast about, but not before God
Phillipians 3:9 and may be found in Him,
not having a righteousness of my own derived from the Law, but that which is through faith in Christ, the righteousness which comes from God on the basis of faith,