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I have no good way to write this post. Any way I tried seems to be filled with too much pride and judgment.
I really want to say this though. I can only hope most of you will just understand what I am talking about in spite of my confusing words. There was once a TAW I joined, where we actually talked about how to pray and how to fast and about hard teachings.
Yes, the world seems darker, but what else is new?
We're all the way we are, and none of us measures up, but maybe we should at least be preoccupied, in here, about what is the most beneficial way to relate to the world's spinning rather than on the details of its spinning? I'm the worst - you don't know, I haven't posted too much about the "bad topics", but what I think? Oh, Lord, the way I think is horrible!
So, maybe I'm assuming too much, but I think we are all struggling with that, we are all trapped in illusions within illusions and we're not orienting our minds towards the "true North" anymore because of that. We might want to refocus discussions towards how to defend ourselves, rather than going on the attack... not on figuring out a new truth about fragments of facts, but rather on how to stay close to the truth we have.
Selfishly, I want support in finding a way through this, rather than a Twitter or Facebook clone...
I was listening to something the other day and the whole point was how we have to try (who knows if any can succeed) to allow God's mind, His will, and not ours in these matters. That we have to avoid the dopamine hit that "morally superior hate" provides, while still being hate. And avoid the same in relation to "pious fears". Take positions that are neither extreme, nor "officially correct", nor pragmatically relevant, but prayerful, and loving and hopeful.
I'm rambling I know. Hopeful still there's something useful.
Lord, Jesus Christ, have mercy on me, a sinner.
I really want to say this though. I can only hope most of you will just understand what I am talking about in spite of my confusing words. There was once a TAW I joined, where we actually talked about how to pray and how to fast and about hard teachings.
Yes, the world seems darker, but what else is new?
We're all the way we are, and none of us measures up, but maybe we should at least be preoccupied, in here, about what is the most beneficial way to relate to the world's spinning rather than on the details of its spinning? I'm the worst - you don't know, I haven't posted too much about the "bad topics", but what I think? Oh, Lord, the way I think is horrible!
So, maybe I'm assuming too much, but I think we are all struggling with that, we are all trapped in illusions within illusions and we're not orienting our minds towards the "true North" anymore because of that. We might want to refocus discussions towards how to defend ourselves, rather than going on the attack... not on figuring out a new truth about fragments of facts, but rather on how to stay close to the truth we have.
Selfishly, I want support in finding a way through this, rather than a Twitter or Facebook clone...
I was listening to something the other day and the whole point was how we have to try (who knows if any can succeed) to allow God's mind, His will, and not ours in these matters. That we have to avoid the dopamine hit that "morally superior hate" provides, while still being hate. And avoid the same in relation to "pious fears". Take positions that are neither extreme, nor "officially correct", nor pragmatically relevant, but prayerful, and loving and hopeful.
I'm rambling I know. Hopeful still there's something useful.
Lord, Jesus Christ, have mercy on me, a sinner.