I don't think God is fuzzy about heaven and hell, I think for humankind it is far easier to fuzzy the prospect of hell than the presence of heaven.
I guess it depends on your life experiences.
For me reality of God's wrath and Hell are crystal clear, nothing vague about them at all, it is the rewards that are vague and nebulous
God saying He is our exceedingly great reward and the Lord is our inheritance
what does that even mean?
It's not like God is a genie in a bottle that gives us everything we wish, far from it, He does everything He wishes, whether we like it or not and yes it is quite possible that God does something in your existence that is downright uncomfortable and causes suffering for you, even if you're saved. See Job. See Jeremiah, see Paul, see Jesus Himself, while yes, He is the son of God Isaiah 53 describes Him as a man of sorrows, acquainted with grief.
Paul prayed for relief from an affliction multiple times, and God said... no, my grace is sufficient.
So in having the reward simply being..... "You see and get to worship God".. there's the thing of.. "well He's the God who said no to all my prayers asking for help and healing" for Jeremiah "He's the God who said no to me
ever having a wife and children". That kind of puts a stain on just... seeing God... being that they're a person who refused to help when you needed it in these cases.
I can understand the Universalists on one thing: If all Jesus has done for us is save us from an eternity of torment, why would we rejoice in that alone? Why even be created in the first place, why even exist?
To sing songs? I don't even like singing, in fact I hate singing.
and before you join on the choir of "well God will change you to make you like singing"
That's worse, that means my hope is in divine brainwash, it also reveals a very depressing prospect: That not even my creator loves and accepts me for who I am, but rather wants to change me to be someone else. If that's the truth, why was
I even created? Just to be rejected and replaced by a more convenient personality in my place?
How depressing.
Because of my life being filled with affliction, chronic disease, disability, and loneliness I can fully empathize with the wrath of God, eternal punishment, and
fear of the Lord, knowing that no matter how bad I feel I have it, He can always make it worse, He can always ordain that I go through more pain, more chronic illness, etc.
What is far, far, more fuzzy to me.. is reward, and the love of God.
I have to look to what Jesus did for other people, in healing, how He treated other people in His ministry, how He taught.. that's the only way I can love Jesus.
and I have to believe it's more than just singing psalms and falling on our faces for all eternity, or I get depressed and wish I didn't even exist.
and that's one of the reasons I think Annihilationism doesn't work as a punishment... because I can see Annihilationism as an end to misery, loneliness, and rejection.
If Annihilation is preferable to any thing at all, then it does not make an effective punishment.