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I grew up in church, actually my dad is a pentecostal preacher, but when I was around 17 or so I considered myself to be agnostic.
When I was 23 I became a heavy drinker. I was depressed and hated myself and didn't realize just how bad it was, one night I was sitting in bed and I asked God if he did exist why didn't he love me. Apparently that started in God pursuing me, and for the next six months or so I started thinking about things like prayer and church a lot. I had a strange desire to find myself. I kept ignoring these thoughts and would try to push them to the side. Eventually these thoughts were so consuming that I couldn't sleep, still I tried to ignore it even though at this point I realized God was trying to tell me something, so after two nights of no sleep at all I took myself to church that Sunday. I accepted him in my life that morning, and started a relationship with him.
He made himself real to me so that is how I started to believe.
When I was 23 I became a heavy drinker. I was depressed and hated myself and didn't realize just how bad it was, one night I was sitting in bed and I asked God if he did exist why didn't he love me. Apparently that started in God pursuing me, and for the next six months or so I started thinking about things like prayer and church a lot. I had a strange desire to find myself. I kept ignoring these thoughts and would try to push them to the side. Eventually these thoughts were so consuming that I couldn't sleep, still I tried to ignore it even though at this point I realized God was trying to tell me something, so after two nights of no sleep at all I took myself to church that Sunday. I accepted him in my life that morning, and started a relationship with him.
He made himself real to me so that is how I started to believe.
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