(I just noticed that they removed the "joined" display. Darn, I hate to have to take my own notes!)
I have been on this forum for about thirteen years now. You will not be the first person to pray for me, and you won't be the last. It hasn't changed me yet... but I don't care, for better or worse.
Seeds... yes, I have seen some (a few) atheists converted here. I have also seen some (more, or so it seems to me) people losing their faith here. I don't think God has something to do with it... but, hey, I'm an atheist, what else would you expect?
I don't know what path you have been living... but neither do you about my life. So I find it only mildly condescending that you wish for a "better path" for me... and I hope you can accept it in the same spirit when I say that I sincerely hope that you will come to see the truth, lose your faith and get a better life, just like I have one.