I dont think your going to eternal damnation, I dont believe in that because I am a Universalist, there is "punishment" for unrepented sin in the after ilfe, but not the physical eternal hell like most Christians think. God has the ability to save all of His Creations, why wouldnt He? Jesus died for EVERYONE, that includes you, He did not just die for a certain group of people. But everyone. I just dont think you can do anything so bad you deserve eternal separation from God. And if non Christians went to hell, look how many people are going, thats an awful lot of people, I highly doubt they are all doomed.
The original christians were Jews, but the Jews as a whole did not embrace the MESSIAH, and as time went on the number of those who were becoming Christians seemed to be overwhemingly Gentiles....In the N.T, Paul reminds us that the promises of GOD to ISRAEL had never been made to all of the physical descendents of Abraham, that is to all Jews, but only to the "children of promise",
a REMNANT of the people of Isreal. The
remnant is those who remain faithful in there covenant relationship with God throughout the history of the O.T. In GEN 45:7 Joseph tells his brothers that God has sent him ahead of them "to preserve them
a remnant on earth...."Later on it says in 2KINGS 19:30,31 "Once more
a remnant of the house of Judah will take root below and bear fruit above. For out of Jeruselem will come
a remnant, and out of Mount Zion a band of survivors". In IS 11:10-11 it also talks about
a remnant that is reclaimed, and then in MICAH 7:18 is says, "Who is a God like you, who pardons sin and forgives the transgression of
the remnant of his inheritance? ...WHO IS THE REMNANT PAUL IS TALKING ABOUT? It is the "SPIRITUAL" DESCENDANTS OF ISRAEL, not the "physical" descendants of Abraham that is the"children of promise". Those who never believed in God were never promised a thing. If you read Pauls letter, ROMANS 9:1-5, Paul grieves for his fellow jewish non-believers, knowing that they are not saved because they have rejected the GOSPEL and the the free offer of God's grace.