Bafriend...you are in the need of some intervention with the hatred you have. Your postings are offensive to most..BOTH straight and gay. You must have had something terrible happen to you in life that you still have not yet resolved, for I really can't understand why you post some of the crazy things you do. Why you would EVER hold yourself accountable for an UNWANTED violent act against you amazes me. You make it sound as if one should just stay within their own four walls and NEVER meet anyone knew. A violent crime doesnt always happen as a result of a date. Would you say a woman that was raped in the parking lot of a mall was partially responsible b/c she was alone? That's just insanity.
As far as being treated MORE than equally...again, ur a bit much to take seriously. first off, "hate crime legislation" is not "gay legislation"..hate crimes cover many more things than someone's sexuality..REGARDLESS of what you think. As for the concept...that's fine that you don't believe in this sort of legislation. In fact, when I first heard of this..I myself was not really open to it. I thought if we just used the laws that we had now and ENFORCED them...then I'd be ok with that. But then I gave it more thought. And then within my own state we passed such legislation, and I DO think it is right. Why? Because if you can hurt someone or murder someone BECAUSE of who they are...than THAT is a crime much more deeper than a person that kills randomly. Both horrific events,a nd both deserving the fullest extent of the law...however...there is a HUGE difference. If a man is killed b/c he is the cashier of a store being robbed...that man didn't get killed b/c of WHO he is...he was just killed randomly. That certainly doesn't mean he is less than anyone else...If that same cashier was killed because he was Asian and the killer hated him because of his race and killed him as a result...sorry...that murder is even MORE horrific, and should serve even MORE time. My opinion of course.
Finally, I'm not even commenting on your comments regarding Matthew Shepard b/c to do so would be me accepting it as an intelligent conversation. You unfortuantely, need help, and I can not provide that via a forum. If your under counseling...you need to get someone better. If you're not...than it's the first thing you should look into Monday morning.