Where am I?

[Goobersmooch]

I just dont know where I am right now. I have been Manic for about 3 weeks now and having insomnia and all. Now I feel tired and Im not depressed but I feel like I might be slipping back there. I guess the meds Im on are not working.I've also been feeling sick but I just want things to work out to where I know everything will be okay for awhile where I am not the one who has to keep my husbands spirits high. I am frustrated about everything now. I dont want to work but he always puts pressure on me. My health is not good. I know most of it is my diabetes. I dont know what to do now. Should I go back to the doctor? Im not sure what this is. Im not on a high and not on a real low yet. It frustrates me that my meds are not working. I dont want to fall down again. I hated the feeling depression gave me.

 

[wonderwaleye]

Dear Gobersmootch


You might check with a doctor and see if you should be working.


If he says no then file for SS disability.

You sure need to do something. You will not be able to continue in your state.


I can feel your pain and I'm sorry for you.


I would think as a nurse you ought to have some inroads with the medical profession.


NO MATTER WHAT ALWAYS REMEMBER:





X Even though you can't see him, GOD is there!!! O
( click on the x and drag to the O ) ( then see who is with you ) steven

 

[berry2000]

Dear Gobersmooch please do not let this progress into full on depression seek medical attention immediately! Do you have a psychiatrist? Has he been helping you with the mania you have been experiencing? Call him/her right away! This is important.

 

[Goobersmooch]

I'm not a nurse Wonderlaye. I do have a psych but she has been on vacation. I've tried changing psych's so I can get in but this is a low income clinic and they have no openings until August 24th. I did figure out what was going on. It's not going to be a problem. It's kind of personal or I would talk about it. I'm just glad it's not a depression. I always jump to conclusions if im not totally happy about everything. It's not always the BP.

Melanie

 

[wonderwaleye]

I'm not a nurse Wonderlaye. I do have a psych but she has been on vacation. I've tried changing psych's so I can get in but this is a low income clinic and they have no openings until August 24th. I did figure out what was going on. It's not going to be a problem. It's kind of personal or I would talk about it. I'm just glad it's not a depression. I always jump to conclusions if im not totally happy about everything. It's not always the BP.

Melanie

Dear Gobersmootch


Great to hear.

Sorry for the nurse thing. For some reason I thought you were.


My heart is with you.


FOR TOGETHER WE STAND UNDER THE LOVE OF JESUS SO REMEMBER:




X Even though you can't see him, GOD is there!!! O
( click on the x and drag to the O ) ( then see who is with you ) steven

 

[PrairieGurl]

Dear Melanie,
I'm so glad you found out the reason for "your dilema".
Sometimes there is no "advice" to give for what a fellow bp sufferer is going thru...just remember you are not alone