You are our brother. And we love you. But above all, we love the Lord, our Saviour, and our God ALmighty.
You are not the a/c. And it was not you who brought us together here, but our Lord, Jesus, to whom we ALL refer. Praise and exalt Him.
As for your socalled sickness. Why is a son of the Living God refer to as a phycotic? I dunno.
I, too, have had these experiences. And, I, too, have brought this to the attention of a mental health professional, but my Dr just listened, and wondered how it was that I had such understanding of world govt, the Holy Scripture, and the world in general. Now, he disagreed with my position, saying world govt is needed, and a world messiah is what we need. I still pray for him.
I will PM you of you don't mind, and share with you some of my own experiences from the time I was just a year old. Believe me when I tell you that our God uses us broken people, because we are easily humbled, and humility brings new sight.
I do not think I speak presumptively. WE ARE ALL PRAYING FOR YOU!
May the Lord shine His favor upon you, and give you peace.
With love,
your BROTHER,
charles
As for your socalled sickness. Why is a son of the Living God refer to as a phycotic?
As I said:
Because I seen a man dressed like a sheperd. he wore one of those long brown cloak things and the hood was up. he had blue eyes long silver hair and a long silver goaty beard. In his right hand he had a long stick that apeered twisted and he was looking up into the sky. Is that strange! Yes it is because nobody dresses like that.
My experiences usually come in threes (333= knowledge) I had already had two experiences that were witnessed. But this one was different. Every time theres been a manifestation, people have witnessed them.
At the time I just thought some barmpot just needed to get a life.
I first noticed him as I pulled up at a zebra crossing. The street was busy and there were loads of pedestrians about.
To my right hand side, just standing there, looking up was this person dressed as described. I remember thinking why nobody is looking at this man dressed like a sheppard, looking like merlin or somebody. If it had of been a begger or a vicar, people would look as they passed. Kids would skit or shout abuse! But people just walked past oblivious to him, like he wasnt there.
I turned down the window as I waited for people to cross the road and I pointed at this loon and shouted " get a ------ life!!!"
He looked into my eyes and he half smiled and half nodded but it was deeper than that.
It seemed that everyone on the street just stopped and stared at ME!!!
You see, since I was 11yrs old in dreams I would stand on top of a block of flats that was right opposite to where that man had stood. I used to see myself looking up at myself and I could go inside myself with the blink of my eyes. I beleive that person was me in the future! The top of those flats, I would throw myself off to try and learn to control flight, but I always fell down. I developed ways to travel upward but I just couldnt fly up there as I would like. I got to love that falling feeling.
It wasnt untill a couple of years ago when I was 39 that I realised who that man was and the look he give me was to say "I have got a life but you will have to recognise and accept me as part of you first!!!"
When I was twelve, We had a propper haunting, the tv froze and it was the same screen on all channels (long story) I had just came out of a transe (for want of a better word) After a door had finished slambing open and shut several times, it opened but this time there was a tall man standing in the doorway and he was just staring into my eyes and I just stared back and the door closed and the lights stopped flickering, and the news presenter came on the tv to bid us a good night!
I had visions of a youngster burning alive at a window as that strange smell disapeered.
The frozen picture on the tv was a long corrodoor with many glass doors within and the words rolled along the bottom of the screen in red "dont leave the doors ajar, dont leave the doors ajar, dont.... and then the door was slambing to the tune of Dont leave the doors ajar...
That man at the door was me 3 years ago when I was 39. that was the 3rd time I had seen hin!!!
My brother Peter and my sister were terrified but I was calm. That night I went into some kind of shock.
For 9 or 10 years, nearly every single night I would get dragged out of dream to have one hand squeezing my throat and another clutching at my heart.
My Doctor is Jewish and he knew me for about 11yrs or so now and he has recognised things in me that are unusual. I had never spoke of my experiences because for fear I would get locked away! But I was forced to because I had no money for 6 months and When I told my doctor who I beleived I am he diagnosed me based on that one story that no one could see that strange man that I beleive to be God. he says it will help me out!
DR Wanted to know what the H/C profecionalls said when I asked if I had phycosis. " well, maybe a little bit.... but its all that detail!!! You dont get that from psycosis. My Doctor smiled and nodded! You see, My doctor is a first hand witness to my subconscious communication!!!
Not long ago I learned that the Jews dont recognise Jesus as there Messiah. He should have been offended my me but he wasnt.
I didnt know that There Messiah, Declares himself to a Jew (hes the only one I know) even though he doesnt fully understand etc! And I dont but I must learn for myself the truth!
Sorry to bore you guys with this
Anyways I have a connection to make that all sides will realise and accept so no side looses face or what have you.
I never asked for any of this!!! so what will be, will be.
I told my doctor that It cannot surely be me and he asked why not?
I have the background it appeers. I had a pop at him later for not recognising Jesus and I asked if I will be betrayed by the Jews. He told me that if you are the Messiah by Gods will, you will be recognised!!! He now calls me friend!
David