Everyone, I have been thinking for a bit today.
I think a lot of my posts lately have been rather condescending and sarcastic lately because of a few certain worldviews that just really get my goat personally. And I allowed my resentment of them to manifest, passive-aggressively at the very least. I should not have done that. It isn't worth it in the end, because in anything it just keeps tensions and negative vibes stirred up. Christ-like behavior is to be peaceable.
And on top of that, I like to think that that is not the kind of person most of you see me as. It is not the way of Sarah's Knight, and I have little doubt it that is not the way of Christ, either. Many people seem to view me as gentle, caring, for which I am grateful. So I should act more like it. I mean, it's one thing when you see my biting sarcasm over inanimate things like a stupid video game story or whatever like I go on about, but it's another when I am coming down on another, real human being and their feelings, even if I stand by my opposition of those feelings and views that a person holds.
I will try to straighten up, now, and focus on being more positive and encouraging. People here have complimented me as having such qualities before, so I need to act to start acting like it instead of letting them down. Please forgive me.
