What's on your mind?

[Saucy]

I'm still Leo's man servant. King in my heart, still a slave in body. Like Cinderella, I long to be free from these chains!

 

[Owlette]

Oh my gosh!!! @PeachieKeen is engaged!! Wow, congrats!!!

 

[Owlette]

WOMM... It’s funny how this place pops in my head from time to time, despite how caught up in life I’ve been lately.

 

[Strider1002]

Hey Owly! How you doin?

 

[Owlette]

Hey Owly! How you doin?

Hey!! I’m doing pretty good! Just chilling out today. Not up to much other than trying to decide on a hymn to play for church. How about you??

 

[Multifavs]

Just finished that art project I've been working on for a while, finally!!

Me now:

 

[Strider1002]

Hey!! I’m doing pretty good! Just chilling out today. Not up to much other than trying to decide on a hymn to play for church. How about you??

I’m doing okay. Working Saturday is never ideal, but my schedule is nice enough.

 

[Rigatoni]

Just finished that art project I've been working on for a while, finally!!

Me now:

Congrats!

 

[ImAllLikeOkWaitWat]

Wait what

Did somebody call me?

 

[EyesOfKohl]

Love is a crazy feeling, a lot of new emotions for me, some of them I'm handling well and some not so

 

[LoveDivine]

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[SarahsKnight]

That dang IELTS test is finally over, thank God. It really doesn't feel like I did much better on the reading and writing sections where I was lacking last time, honestly, but by God's grace perhaps I am wrong.

And @Wayholka and the others who said they would pray for me have my gratitude.

 

[TheGirlOnFire]

when you lose someone the pain is unbearable, either with death or in your life.

Losing my grandmother has really hit me now, its like the end of everything.

Am also finally facing up to the trauma of domestic abuse, which isn't easy. Am the type of person who has had experience in my place, to bottle them up and keep on moving. but now everything has risen up and am feeeling overwhelmed, exposed and low self- confidence.

suppose this is part of God plan(He's also went quiet, funny that) and trust that it will be ok.

It will be ok right?

 

[leothelioness]

when you lose someone the pain is unbearable, either with death or in your life.

Losing my grandmother has really hit me now, its like the end of everything.

Am also finally facing up to the trauma of domestic abuse, which isn't easy. Am the type of person who has had experience in my place, to bottle them up and keep on moving. but now everything has risen up and am feeeling overwhelmed, exposed and low self- confidence.

suppose this is part of God plan(He's also went quiet, funny that) and trust that it will be ok.

It will be ok right?

I know your pain. I lost my grandmother back in October and it's the hardest thing I've been through. The pain was very strong and I wasn't sure if I would ever get back to normal. You will be in my prayers.

 

[TheGirlOnFire]

I know your pain. I lost my grandmother back in October and it's the hardest thing I've been through. The pain was very strong and I wasn't sure if I would ever get back to normal. You will be in my prayers.

Thank you

am sorry about your grandmother.

I was ok like when she died and stuff and now it has hit me, like i was washing up and i thought am
never going to see her again (In this world) and it was painful.

I was left her charm bracelet, everytime grandad worked away from home, he would bring her back a charm.

I don't know my life seems to have came to a point.

 

[Saucy]

It will be okay Time does heal all wounds. It won't be immediate, as they were important people in your lives. Prayers for both of you

 

[SarahsKnight]

when you lose someone the pain is unbearable, either with death or in your life.

Losing my grandmother has really hit me now, its like the end of everything.

Am also finally facing up to the trauma of domestic abuse, which isn't easy. Am the type of person who has had experience in my place, to bottle them up and keep on moving. but now everything has risen up and am feeeling overwhelmed, exposed and low self- confidence.

suppose this is part of God plan(He's also went quiet, funny that) and trust that it will be ok.

It will be ok right?

It always somehow turns out okay in the end, Fire Girl. I am sorry all of this seems to be hitting you at once all of a sudden - especially after a long period of time in which nearly every time you posted here you sounded as though life was really going great for you - and it is no doubt hard to bear with right now, but please keep your chin up.

 

[TheGirlOnFire]

It always somehow turns out okay in the end, Fire Girl. I am sorry all of this seems to be hitting you at once all of a sudden - especially after a long period of time in which nearly every time you posted here you sounded as though life was really going great for you - and it is no doubt hard to bear with right now, but please keep your chin up.

Yeah without this, life would be great.

I don't know it's just hit me, like massively. Losing my grandmother and then a issue arose with my ex partner and its just spiraled.

Its not easy being a single parent, it doesn't feel natural and its really tough, not in the since of bring up the boys because actually they are fab and they are great to be around, its just you have no one to share the stress or rant or someone to have your back, its just like you. Its not something i wanted to be this way. And then they way people judge single mothers.

And then dealing with trauma bonding, gaslighting. This is why it takes people in domestic abusive relationship to finally break off, its not as black as white as it seems. Plus they are charming well they do become your "prefect partner", if they just hit you with abuse right away then no one would end up in abusive relationship. Its so complex.

And i've been up to this point, right its happened, get over it, move on, push forward, bury it........

Loneliness is very painful thing to do in this world.

thank you Sarahknight. I think i do need to get it out my system, i was getting worried for a while i was getting cold (I haven't cried in about a year or two) and bitter ha ha ha


I think mostly I am unsure who I am, what I am and what I want now. Its sort of disburbing when you start to look inwards, sometimes you don't like what you see.

 

[SarahsKnight]

thank you Sarahknight. I think i do need to get it out my system, i was getting worried for a while i was getting cold (I haven't cried in about a year or two) and bitter ha ha ha

You are welcome. *salutes*

Nah, you aren't cold and bitter. And if you need to just have a good cry to possibly "get it out of your system", then hey, that's cool. No worries. Hopefully it will help.

 

[SarahsKnight]

Watching this anime called Redline with some friends over Discord right now.

It's ... interesting, I guess.