What To Look for In A Christian Mate....Your Thoughts?

[bèlla]

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[Noxot]

The unique godlikeness that is my twin that I was born alongside in eternity with is the truth of what I want.

There's nothing worth chasing other than what last forever. The flesh is too powerful of a coercion for me to be able to trust my discernment. There are too many animalistic factors that only want their transitory existence. I'm not designed to get into an intimate relationship with a woman in this world, I'm designed to want perfection and beauty that I can't fathom. So I'm left free to just enjoy people without trying to think about them as a potential mate.

 

[bèlla]

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[Noxot]

Would you say you crave a spiritual union more than a physical one?

Yours in His Service,

~Bella

Yes. Spiritual union as in not just theosis of the self but rather theosis of a relationship, of two people. but also the joining of two non-divine beings together to function as one angel. A specific kind of angel of two that are married. To reveal the third person of the first two is one of the main ideas. We can already have this in spirit due to the nature of spirit. But it would be nice to share the struggles of the flesh with her. To find some kind of way to love each other without feeling disgusted over our flesh nature. To act like one organism that has two body extensions in this world. She should be an extension of my flesh and I of her. To be one self, a microtrinity extension of the Trinity.

Good relationships already have this occur in some measure but I need to find the permanent one that last forever. it cannot be expected to occur in this world.

In part I hope for this kind of connection due to my own weaknesses and failures. I had hoped that maybe she could find a solution for ourselves because I can't.

 

[bèlla]

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[Noxot]

Why do you find the flesh unappealing?

It's not beautiful. It compels. Obviously God sanctifies it but what does it look like when it is sanctified? The flesh is a tool that I have to have to exist in this world, my soul is my home more than my flesh is.

You seek a spiritual union to compensate for weaknesses. Not as an symbiotic expression of love and oneness?

I don't see why there has to be a difference between having weaknesses and expressing love and Oneness. You are correct that everything must be of a proper order. It comes down to inner spiritual judgment rather than outer appearances. I am as good as God knows me to be or I am as corrupt as I truly am.

Its effulgence cleanses and ignites.

so many things to burn, how wonderful.