Oh sorry, I not sure i understood your reply the first time I read it.
I think the emphasis is just different. I mean the congregations also differed in that that particular Elim Pentecostal church was more into newer worship songs and the praise band sort of led the service for a bit, rather than the minister calling out the hymns. It was a while ago so I cannot remember a lot more about the service.
Ok, thanks Hammster, because I had a thought about it years ago but wasn't sure really how Pentecostals understood it, I think many would though affirm that their worship is focused on Jesus Christ.
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Would it be correct to say the Holy Spirit works more at a level below consciousness, and through or with or after the Word is preached? Its just I have had considerable difficulties with understanding my spiritual experience sometimes, and being sure its christian. Since then I have sought to understand things better theologically, and rely a good bit on Donald Bloesch's Theology of Word and Spirit / Christian Foundations series.
It is more obvious to the believer, I suppose, the longer one believes (or at least this has been my experience), not that there is some subconscious thing nor conscious nor anything else that we can point to as definable, except that the only good we are or do is the Spirit of God doing it in us. And that is also what we read in Scripture, in such passages as: "For God is the [One] working in you both to will and to work according to [His] good pleasure." (Philippians 2:13, "Berean Literal" rendition)
This is not simply that God instructs and opens a way for us, nor even that he must depend on OUR decision to obey or to do what is good or right or expedient for eternal values, nor anything else that motivates us, as though what WE do is the main thing.
The main thing, from creation to consummation, is what God is doing.
Sanctification, in my opinion, (and my apologies to anyone for how this might sound as though obedience is unimportant —it most certainly is not unimportant) is not as much about becoming Christlike in degree of obedience to conscience nor even in understanding and walking according to the Spirit's 'promptings' (or whatever construction you might use to define "Godliness") but about becoming Christlike in one-ness with Him. It is HIM doing
in us, not just
through us. To put it as simply as I know how, crass as it may come across, God is more interested in us coming to know him than in our consistent obedience to him.
(And yes, that disobedience is more painful to me than I can even let myself feel, yet produces the admiration and gratitude befitting it, that God would take me through this at HIS cost, and show me only a little of his pain, and that for HIS own sake!)
This is why, (in my case, at least), he daily reminds me of my weakness, immaturity, rebellion, self-importance and vanity, by showing me my disobedience. (Among other reasons) he does this to show me my desperate need for him. And to show me that the only good in me is Christ.