K so here it goes.
I have been a believer in God and a follower of Christianity for several years now, but I do not believe in the standard definition of Christianity in being that Jesus Christ was the true son of god and he was created in order to live on earth and perform miracles before being sacrificed in a disturbing ritual all for our sins.
So here's what I believe in a nutshell...
I believe God is the creator of the universe. However, I believe god is genderless and non-corporeal, meaning its not an individual existing entity by any means. I think that god is the center or "source" of the entire universe. In other words I believe god is literally inside all of us, and all non-living things as well. Or from a scientific perspective, god is the singularity of all matter in one point super concentrated and infinitely voluminous, that understand everything and exists in perfect harmony with all of its other parts.
Now this is where my beliefs seriously conflict with Christianity, I believe that God was ready to experience life from a multiplicity of perspectives, in order to learn and become more whole through understanding of gods own self.
So God "became" the big bang, exploding with such tremendous force that the universe was created in its earliest form in nearly an instant. And that was the first day.
Then God created the stars, the second day.
Then God created the planets, the third day.
etc, etc.
What we see today in existence is a manifestation of many different perspectives and personalities of the same consciousness.
Now as for Christ, I honestly think he was a messenger of God. However, I believe he was simply an incredibly enlightened and centered individual, who was able to communicate with the full consciousness of the Source (God). God told him the ideal way that life should be undertaken and acted upon, and so Christ being a man of virtue and perseverance, told the people he met of this communication even though he understood quite well he would be persecuted for revealing such information.
Christ was sacrificed because he knew the truth of our existence and how amazing we can be as human beings, a martyr to underline and highlight the truth of his teachings.
So my real question is, am I Christian? And if not, how would you define me?
Also thanks for your time, I know this is a ton of information!
I have been a believer in God and a follower of Christianity for several years now, but I do not believe in the standard definition of Christianity in being that Jesus Christ was the true son of god and he was created in order to live on earth and perform miracles before being sacrificed in a disturbing ritual all for our sins.
So here's what I believe in a nutshell...
I believe God is the creator of the universe. However, I believe god is genderless and non-corporeal, meaning its not an individual existing entity by any means. I think that god is the center or "source" of the entire universe. In other words I believe god is literally inside all of us, and all non-living things as well. Or from a scientific perspective, god is the singularity of all matter in one point super concentrated and infinitely voluminous, that understand everything and exists in perfect harmony with all of its other parts.
Now this is where my beliefs seriously conflict with Christianity, I believe that God was ready to experience life from a multiplicity of perspectives, in order to learn and become more whole through understanding of gods own self.
So God "became" the big bang, exploding with such tremendous force that the universe was created in its earliest form in nearly an instant. And that was the first day.
Then God created the stars, the second day.
Then God created the planets, the third day.
etc, etc.
What we see today in existence is a manifestation of many different perspectives and personalities of the same consciousness.
Now as for Christ, I honestly think he was a messenger of God. However, I believe he was simply an incredibly enlightened and centered individual, who was able to communicate with the full consciousness of the Source (God). God told him the ideal way that life should be undertaken and acted upon, and so Christ being a man of virtue and perseverance, told the people he met of this communication even though he understood quite well he would be persecuted for revealing such information.
Christ was sacrificed because he knew the truth of our existence and how amazing we can be as human beings, a martyr to underline and highlight the truth of his teachings.
So my real question is, am I Christian? And if not, how would you define me?
Also thanks for your time, I know this is a ton of information!