Very good links. I am truly honored you would think of me.
I'm actually quite thankful you're thinking of me. I'm appreciating the time and thought you are taking.
But I'm also a little disappointed nobody else is joining in on the conversation.
Preach the Word; be prepared in season and out of season; correct, rebuke and encouragewith great patience and careful instruction. ~ 2 Timothy 4:2
These, then, are the things you should teach. Encourage and rebuke with all authority. Do not let anyone despise you. ~ Titus 2:15
I think it's kind of a fun conversation and of a bit more personal honesty and depth than a number of the posts I've seen in a number of the other forums around here. If this is truly life and death stuff, I struggle to understand why so many people take it all so superficially. I'm kind of embarassed I did myself for so many years.
Anyhow, I would be interested in hearing the thoughts of others as well.
There is no denying that option C may be the most accurate. What if it were shown that the Abraham story of Isaac / Ishmael sacrifice is truly a myth intended to show Abraham's faithfulness?
In some regard, it relinquishes the story's role to just that of yet another ancient myth. Albeit, perhaps the world's most popular one given such a high percentage of the world's population follow Abrahamic religions.
What difference would it really make?
I am reminded of the following C. S. Lewis quote...
Christianity, if false, is of no importance, and if true, of infinite importance. The only thing it cannot be is moderately important. ~ C.S. Lewis
That said, I don't know
exactly for sure. I used to be shocked at the evidence-less absurdities (at least as I had thought) that Mormons, Jehovah's Witnesses, Muslims, Hindus and nearly all Christian cults and non-Christian adherants staked their futures on.
For that matter, where is the proof outside the Hebrew Bible and New Testament that Abraham ever existed?
Now this is a very, very interesting question.
You might be interested in reading up on Ebla for some possible evidence for the historicity of the patriarchs.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ebla
Why do you miss those days of singing "Father Abraham"?
Nostalgia of an innocence of youth. Nostalgia of a simplicity of faith.
For the sake of argument, let's say that you decide all religion is a myth and that you are going to chuck it all. How do you think your life will be different aside from the obvious lack of church participation and attendance?
My worldview, quite different. My behaviors, minimally different. I think I would still go to church with my wife. I would like to hope that to be the case. It has been hard though. Feeling so deceived by it all. All of these unsupported and unevidenced assertions being tossed around so casually. I suppose at church I would just keep mentally cross referencing what other Bible passages said about a topic, what has been said by various leaders throughout church history about a given topic, and the scientific evidence as well.
Do you think you will behave any differently?
No, not much. So far it seems it has been easier to be more moral. Knowing that I am accountable for me. Period.
No "devil made me do it" or "I don't feel the Lord..."-type excuses.
No reliance on a almost magic-like chance of a response in prayer.
I remain who I am.
I am accountable for me.
Richard Dawkins has an interesting section in the
God Delusion asking whether or not we
really get our morality from a revealed book.
We've talked about the Jerry Springer-esque (Christian?) values of the patriarchs a bit, but there's also a good number of verses that, to me, just seem stumping.
Yet she increased her prostitution, remembering the days of her youth when she engaged in prostitution in the land of Egypt. She lusted after their genitals as large as those of donkeys, and their seminal emission was as strong as that of stallions. ~ Ezekiel 23:19-20
I can imagine a near pre-historic goat herder writing something like that down. Just I struggle to see how that stuff really points to Jesus as the way, especially in the context of our daily modern lives.
So, while I lived, and will continue to live, a "Christian" life according to [modern, American, Protestant, Christian] cultural mores, my reading of the Bible has made it quite clear that I never really did live a Biblical life. Never. And that nobody
really does in the modern world. It seems a lot of what people toss around casually as "Christian values" are actually modern conservative values and only partially based upon the ordinances of the Bible.
In this context, many, many times I have struggled with the question, well then, who actually could not be going to hell for eternal torture. For a long time, I inserted the "who am I to judge God" even to the point of "if he has to let be eternally tortured 99 out of the 100 billion or so people who have ever lived to have relationship and communion with a few, that's His call." "Who am I to judge the mind of God."
So I guess, in short, I'll believe I'll behave the same un-Biblical, [modern, American, Protestant] Christian way.
Treat people any differently? If so, how and why?
Pretty much the same.
Maybe a bit more "treasuredly" if you will, knowing that this life might just be the only life, the only time I get, and that I really need to value those who are important to me each and every day, knowing how truly finite those days may be.
Understand, I am not enocuraging you to abandon all faith, but I suspect you have already pondered these questions.
I have pondered many of these "mysteries" over the last few years.
But doesn't most everybody. Really. At least to some degree. At some point in one's life. Otherwise, how does one's faith ever get established above even a minimal child-like level of gullibility to whatever tradition they have happened to have been exposed to at a tender age or at a psychologically vulnerable point in life.
I just feel that I have been trying to face it all with pursuit of truth, expectation of evidence at a level higher than any mumbo-jumbo religion, and with full expectation that if I seek, I would find.
Just that it seems, I'm struggling to find it.
And that's why my heart breaks in all this.
I would venture that Christians do read the Bible. However, I think many tend to read those passages or books that fit with our preconceived notions and ideas (myself included).
Interesting.
Greeting card/bumper sticker/poster theology I suppose.
A beautiful sunset. And an inspirational God-is-Love-ish verse.
Never a mention about the depth of things we've discussed here. I have a number of such posters up in my house. They really make me
think more than they used to though. I suppose this is good. Maybe my Christian wife never really looks at them or thinks about what they say, but I do.
Anyhow, I can't believe I was ever actually feeling satisfied by such shallowness of study of what the Bible actually did say.
For example, reading poetry has always been hard for me, so while I have read the book of Isaiah, I cannot say I have studied to where I can talk with even a little intelligence about it. So, I leave it alone. History is my great love, so you can imagine how much fun I have with everything from Genesis through to Nehemiah.
I love reading history too. I especially love big picture history.
Nicolas Wade's
Before the Dawn is very interesting.
As is everything by Jared Diamond.
But then again, I also like Ambrose and McCullough.
If anyone has read anything by Diamond or Wade, I would love discussing here. I struggle with seeing how some of very well collaborating archaeological, genetic, and linguistic combined fits in with the ancient historical accounts and events in the Torah.
I don't think you read the Bible too much. Rather, I see you at a crossroads on what to do with the knowledge and understanding you have of the Bible. That, in turn, allows you to see others more clearly than you would have otherwise.
I can only imagine how frustrating it is for you to pursue the evidence for faith only to find time and again, the evidence tends to be circumstantial at best or misconstrued at worst.
Or even worse. Conflicting. Conflicting internally within the Bible. Conflicting with scientific evidence. Conflicting with personal experience.
I think of you often, believe it or not, worrying if I am pushing you away from what faith you have left or if I am being of any help. In all selfishness, I truly enjoy these exchanges. And I also enjoy reading your posts as you share more about this voyage of discovery you are on. I am truly confident that, regardless of the final outcome, you will find that peace which passes understanding.
A very nice turn of phrase. I incidentally mentioned Ambrose above in this post and you had slipped in a "voyage of discovery."
Tying a lot of what we have talked about over the last number of weeks is this interesting article...
http://www.time.com/time/magazine/article/0,9171,1555132-1,00.html
Many posts ago I had mentioned I had read Dawkins, Collins, and a number of others.
Collins is a Christian evolutionist and author of the popular
The Language of God.
The TIME article includes:
Director of the National Human Genome Research Institute since 1993, he headed a multinational 2,400-scientist team that co-mapped the 3 billion biochemical letters of our genetic blueprint, a milestone that then President Bill Clinton honored in a 2000 White House ceremony, comparing the genome chart to Meriwether Lewis' map of his fateful continental exploration.
I really do like that phrase "voyage of discovery." Because that is what it is. As I learn more, I learn more.
Anyhow, the Collin's book only served to incrementally push me away from confidence of belief a bit. While his chapters on genetics were of extreme interest, I found his apologetics sadly simplistic. I was really sad after reading this book last year.
However, if anyone wonders how it might be possible to be a Christian and an evolutionist and a bit of the actual science tying evolution with genetics and DNA, it might be an interesting read. Collins is one of the few influential scientists who, at least publicly, affirms his Christian faith.
But back to your point. I too feel a twinge of guilt that my posting of the honest details of my struggles might affect the faith of others. I suppose I only take a degree of comfort in two things. First, everything I have posted was already "out there" if someone were to do some serious truth-seeking research, in the lines of mine anyhow. The musings of one of six billion people has no affect on what the truth actually is and it really shouldn't have that much affect on any other person's faith. I'm just trying, with as much time as I have outside the busy-ness of career and family and other responsibilities, to find it for myself. Second, given my potential soul and eternity rest in the balance, I am doing
whatever it takes, without fear of man, to continue in earnest in my pursuit.
Wisdom is supreme; therefore get wisdom. Though it cost all you have, get understanding.
Patience is the companion of wisdom. ~ Saint Augustine.
And I continue on my voyage of discovery as long as it need take.
Enough preaching.
As always,
OldChurchGuy
The highest worship of God is the preaching of the Word. ~ Martin Luther
As a professing Christian, you probably shouldn't be doing otherwise.
Keep in touch. I wish others would join in too.