OK, so I'm 40 years old. I was a devout Christian (short-term missionary, lay leader, ...) for half a lifetime.
Then, in pursuit of truth and in hope of confirmation of my faith, I went out in this intense reading spree over the last several years.
I read everything I could find time for on cosmology, physics, abiogenesis, natural history, evolutionary biology, linguistics, history, economics, Biblical scholarship, and apologetics. Probably three books a months for four years.
Last autumn, I reached a tipping point. Where prior I had faith that could move mountains, it just couldn't move this mountain of evidence.
This isn't some lightly taken whim. And it's not based upon some sort of I-got-my-feelings-hurt experience with some group of Christians or a church.
It has been rationally and intellectually driven. It has been honest.
After my investigation of the evidence (which shamefully I had never done prior in my life), I am no longer convinced in the divine inspiration of the 66 book Protestant canon. I am no longer convinced in the divinity of Jesus of Nazareth.
I am no longer willing to believe something without supporting evidence.
So I guess my question is, what do you do with stuff you don't have evidence for? How can you believe something as truth when it just as easily (perhaps even more so per Occam's Razor) could have been just made up a really long time again and incrementally added to and adjusted to suit the times at hand?
Therefore, my dear friends, as you have always obeyed—not only in my presence, but now much more in my absence—continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling… ~ Philippians 2:12
For the time will come when men will not put up with sound doctrine. Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear. ~ 2 Timothy 4:3
Blessed is the man who finds wisdom, the man who gains understanding, ~ Proverbs 3:13
Wisdom is supreme; therefore get wisdom. Though it cost all you have, [a] get understanding. ~ Proverbs 4:7
Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life. ~ Proverbs 4:23
Do not be carried away by all kinds of strange teachings. ~ Hebrews 13:9a
"How long will you simple ones love your simple ways? How long will mockers delight in mockery and fools hate knowledge? ~ Proverbs 1:22
A fool finds no pleasure in understanding but delights in airing his own opinions. ~ Proverbs 18:2
"Do not follow the crowd in doing wrong. When you give testimony in a lawsuit, do not pervert justice by siding with the crowd, ~ Exodus 23:2a
Then, in pursuit of truth and in hope of confirmation of my faith, I went out in this intense reading spree over the last several years.
I read everything I could find time for on cosmology, physics, abiogenesis, natural history, evolutionary biology, linguistics, history, economics, Biblical scholarship, and apologetics. Probably three books a months for four years.
Last autumn, I reached a tipping point. Where prior I had faith that could move mountains, it just couldn't move this mountain of evidence.
This isn't some lightly taken whim. And it's not based upon some sort of I-got-my-feelings-hurt experience with some group of Christians or a church.
It has been rationally and intellectually driven. It has been honest.
After my investigation of the evidence (which shamefully I had never done prior in my life), I am no longer convinced in the divine inspiration of the 66 book Protestant canon. I am no longer convinced in the divinity of Jesus of Nazareth.
I am no longer willing to believe something without supporting evidence.
So I guess my question is, what do you do with stuff you don't have evidence for? How can you believe something as truth when it just as easily (perhaps even more so per Occam's Razor) could have been just made up a really long time again and incrementally added to and adjusted to suit the times at hand?
Therefore, my dear friends, as you have always obeyed—not only in my presence, but now much more in my absence—continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling… ~ Philippians 2:12
For the time will come when men will not put up with sound doctrine. Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear. ~ 2 Timothy 4:3
Blessed is the man who finds wisdom, the man who gains understanding, ~ Proverbs 3:13
Wisdom is supreme; therefore get wisdom. Though it cost all you have, [a] get understanding. ~ Proverbs 4:7
Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life. ~ Proverbs 4:23
Do not be carried away by all kinds of strange teachings. ~ Hebrews 13:9a
"How long will you simple ones love your simple ways? How long will mockers delight in mockery and fools hate knowledge? ~ Proverbs 1:22
A fool finds no pleasure in understanding but delights in airing his own opinions. ~ Proverbs 18:2
"Do not follow the crowd in doing wrong. When you give testimony in a lawsuit, do not pervert justice by siding with the crowd, ~ Exodus 23:2a