Thank you for the resources Archangl86! I'll be sure to look at those links.
And yeah, I ended up not going to the Taize service this morning and instead went to the 11 O'Clock service which was more traditional, I think. It was a nice service and my favorite part was when I got to have the Eucharist. That was pretty nice, and as for the service itself, it was okay too, but for some reason, I think I like Catholic services better. I don't know what it is, but Catholic services seem more... structured, I think, is the word that I'm looking for.
I'm walking a very fine line here. It's like, I want to be Catholic, but at the same time, I don't think that's possible for me because I believe in birth control, I'm technically pro-choice even though abortion still hurts my heart when it does happen, I don't believe same-sex couples are sinful unions, and I'm more Jesus-centered than Mary-centered... and what makes it even more hurtful for me is that my entire family (on my dad's side, anyways) is Catholic, but I'm not. It makes me feel a little left out, truth be told, and like I'm not a true Christian if I'm not Catholic, because Catholicism is where it all started, right?
I'm sorry. Maybe I should be griping about this in the Liberal Catholics forum. In fact, I think I'll inquire about this over there too, just to see what they have to say on the matter. But I welcome any feedback from you guys as well! Thanks for taking the time to read this!