What’s on your mind?

[Faithfulandtrue]

Not sure if seeing old friends will bring me happiness or sadness. People have been reaching out to me after like two or three years, but I feel betrayed by the lapse of time the past by. I think watching them share all the changes in their lives might also trigger my depression. I know that sounds selfish but I can't help but feel that way right now

 

[Faithfulandtrue]

I feel useless, and without a clear aim in the future. It often occurs that whetever plan or hope I have is crushed easily by minor outcomes. I have little tolerance to failure, and one mistake makes, for me, the whole ordeal futile.

Im so sorry you are experiencing this. I too have had those thoughts but you never know what God will do with you. I know I need to remind myself that same thing everyday. You are valuable for you not what you do.