I really hope the moderators do not delete this thread because i really NEED some guidance right now. So those past years I've avoided getting vaccinated, not necessarily because i was convinced it was the mark but rather i was just distrustful of it because it was being so pushed heavily by the government however i did end up contracting covid and subsequently got self swab Pcr-tested a year ago, I didn't really think much of the test, it simply didn't seem viable however after stumbling across videos like these:
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Since watching them i just haven't been in a good place mentally, spiritually like i really feel like the gates of heaven been sealed off from me and keep thinking back to the day lasty years when i swabbed myself and its painful that something so simple as a swab could put me in jepordy, please if these videos are wrong then please thoroughly explain it to me because i sure can't debunk them.
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Since watching them i just haven't been in a good place mentally, spiritually like i really feel like the gates of heaven been sealed off from me and keep thinking back to the day lasty years when i swabbed myself and its painful that something so simple as a swab could put me in jepordy, please if these videos are wrong then please thoroughly explain it to me because i sure can't debunk them.