- Nov 7, 2018
- 154
- 365
- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Non-Denom
- Marital Status
- Single
It was an extremely bad day today. It wasn't just one really bad thing that happened either. It was three absolutely terrible things that happened today. I am mentally traumatized by it. I sobbed and sobbed and sobbed all day today. My mental health plummeted more than it already was. I am in a constant state of panic, fear, severe depression. There is no escape. No relief. I am very afraid of what's going to happen. The blows keep coming and coming. I don't know how much more I can take. Fear has completely taken over me. I am very traumatized emotionally. My paranoia is at such an all time high and after what happened today, I feel I just must accept it as my normal. I can't even try to fight it anymore. My whole mind, heart and body is at an epic highly upset level. I just wish this can be taken all away. I want to ask for prayers but I feel what's the point but yet, I'm still here .....there must be a little sliver part inside of me that wants help and support and love and prayers. I don't know. I just don't know. If I have to be specific in my prayer request, please pray I get justice for what happened today.