i went to see a doctor yesterday and he said it sounds like I have OCD, but I have to get an evaluation from someone else and that isn't until October 1st. Right now I have been struggling with wondering if god even exists now and about heaven and hell. Im wondering if I don't have any faith and that is why God isn't answering my prayers or maybe I really have committed the unforgivable sin and that's why He isn't. Then I turn around and have an urge to read the Bible and pray. I just don't know what to do I don't know what I believe anymore my thoughts are so confusing!!! 