The Ties That Bind

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Intro:

The Ties That Bind is mentioned in the media in Johnny Cash "Walk the Line," and The Band Perry "Better Dig Two." To my understanding, it is a Christian concept. There is a hymm written by John Fawcett, a Theologian, in 1782 "Blest Be the Tie that Binds." It is hard to find anything on it through a quick online search unless you know what you are looking for. What I learned, and am about to relate to you, came from God's Holy Spirit.

The Ties That Bind are hard to explain. When Christians study their Bibles they often flip back and forth between various books. They are looking for Ties....That Bind. For some sort of commonality or greater understanding of how God works. Ties between scriptures. For example: God is Love. (1 John 4:8) What type of love are we talking about? Jesus chastises and rebukes those he loves. (Revelations 3:19) As a father punishes his son, so the Lord your God punishes you. (Deuteronomy 8:5) That may be different then they type of love people are taught about God in Church, but it is right there in The Bible. God's Love is Fatherly. Spare the Rod, Spoil the child? All wisdom begins with Fear of God. Perfect love knows no fear. You are doing the right things? What do you have to fear?

There are layers to the Spiritual. Like layers in the crust of the Earth or layers in the Atmosphere. If I was to tell you that I "Heard It Through The Grapevine" what would you think of? There is that song. There is information or rumors or gossip that may be passed from person to person like a game of telephone. On a spiritual level, man is God's Vineyard. (Isaiah 63:1-6)(Luke 20:9-19) Mankind being God's Vineyard is an ongoing theme through the Bible. Given we are the Body of Christ and we eat the bread with is The Body, and we drink the wine which is the blood, we are all connected to each other through the Blood of Christ or The Holy Ghost. I heard it through the Grapevine. The Holy Ghost told me. Can you hear what the Spirit is saying to the Churches?

When an Evangelist in early America converted someone, they may have given them a Christian name. Names are important. Did the Angels in heaven give you a new name? There may have been a variety of reasons that an Evangalist may have given a Christian Convert a Christian name, but on a spiritual level, it may have tied that person and his or her offspring into God's system in some way.

Someone who is allowed to see the Ties That Bind may see probabilities. He may be able to prophecy seeing trends. He may be able to do a lot of things. Even find a wife God made for him. Knowing something means a man may be motivated in some way. Does God's Plan for you involve seeing into the Ties That Bind for some purpose?

Testimony:

It was February 2014, and I am sitting in a Pre-Calculus class at Middle Tennessee State University. I was a 29 year old Honorably Discharged Combat Veteran and a Certified Social Studies Teacher who had been substitute teaching the last few years. Some of the students in the class could have been my students the previous year.

I was sitting in a Pre-Calculus class at MTSU as a 29 year old Honorably Discharged Veteran feeling like I was Billy Madison. We had a problem about the burn time of candles. Suddenly I could not stop thinking about virgins trimming their wicks. It wasn't in a lustful way, but given the Bible, there be virgins trimming their wicks. I came to the conclusion that The Spirit of God is a like a Train at a constant rate of motion, and regardless of what the text book answer was to the burn time of candles, the correct answer was X is greater or less then some period of time because five virgins trimmed their wicks, and five did not.(Matthew 25) Destination of said train? The Kingdom of God.

The Spirit of God is like a Train at a Constant Rate of Motion. I worked to align myself with the train over the next few months. I discovered the Ties That Bind. My life, and my past, prior to my calling were no leaf clover. Anything I had experienced, been rejected from or denied, may be significant. I felt like Psalms 118:22.

The Signs of The Times, and The Ties That Bind:

Can you read the signs of the times?(Matthew 16:3) A man has a dream or a vision. Where did it come from? Maybe he is an artist who writes songs or maybe he is an author or writer and writes books or movies. What is in the movies, songs, or books and why? Was it God sent? Was it a sign? You may need The Spirit of God to know for sure. What happens in The Media may add up to something over time. There may be clues of God's plan.

The grass withers and the flowers fall,
but the word of our God endures forever.” (Isaiah 40:8)

In the principalities, there are themes or words or concepts or ideas. God has a definition for them. Satan is a thief and a liar. Given The Kingdom of God, all those themes or words or concepts or ideas my be like a highly puzzle that is all jumbled up. God gave me that the Holy Ghost is like a Train at a constant rate of motion. Doing some Calculus by Faith, do you think I could come up with some songs that create some sort of allegory or metaphor for what God may be doing?

I am about to link to you, a play list of songs. It is meant to be watched in order. I put it together sort of how someone may read the Bible. Ties That Bind. I will break it down for you sort of like reading a children's book with music videos. I will write a few words to key you into somethings in the videos. What do you see?

Can't judge a book by its cover. What spirit is someone of? What is their motivation?
"Lonely Train" Blackstone Cherry.

God's Anger is slow. He gives men time to repent. Need to align yourself with Slow The Train. We are going to The Kingdom of God.
"Slow Train" Joe Bonamassa.

Ezekiel laid on his side for 390 days to simulate the Siege of Jerusalem. Isaiah walked naked for two years around Jerusalem to show the people the nakedness they would endure in bondage. Jeremiah walked around with an Ox Yoke around his neck to show the bondage and slavery they would endure.

Surely the Lord God will do nothing, but he revealeth his secret unto his servants the prophets. (Amos 3:7)

Man was made in the image of God. What man does may reflect into the spiritual. When a prophet does something in obedience for God it reflects into the spiritual, and gives him authority to act. What may a Prophet look like in 2017?
"Locomotive Breath" Jethro Tull

The Stone Reject by The Builder Becomes the Chief Cornerstone. (Psalms 118:22)(Luke 20:9-19) "No Leaf Clover" Metallica.

Given I am a teacher in a classroom, and you are all my students, and you accept this, and humble yourself before God, then you are ahead of a lot of the class. Some people are....left behind like being held back a grade at school?
"Train Gone By" Kaleigh Baker

If you would like more, or seek understanding, let me know.

 

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More examples of The Ties That Bind and Signs of The Times: (I have answers if you have questions.)

I serve God Almighty. God of the Living. Not the God of the dead. (Mark 12:27) Some people are like the living dead. They are of the flesh and not of the spirit. They are like zombies, and they may infect anyone they bite. They are the "living dead." Why are there so many Zombie movies the last few years? Is it just a trend, or is there something spiritual connected to it?

"Regulator" Clutch

Judah and Israel were AWOL Nations in Ezekiel 23. Have the Nations been drinking from some bad wine. (Revelations 17) AWOLNATION "Sail"


The Rapture. The righteous perish, and no one takes it to heart; the devout are taken away, and no one understands that the righteous are taken away to be spared from evil. 2 Those who walk uprightly enter into peace; they find rest as they lie in death.(Isaiah 57:1-2) "The Rapture of Riddley Walker." Clutch

 

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The following I put together based on what I was experiencing and seeing, and doing through God. Last one tonight.

The is The Story of Neo. I will break it down for you Barney Style.

Neo grew up knowing Truth. He decided to go his own way for awhile. He ended up hurting himself and others. Neo was in the dark and not in the light. (Ephesians 5:8)

Neo starts working for God. It aint easy. Right when Neo thinks he is done, Neo keeps right on going.

Neo works to become the Nexus of the Sound. (Psalms 118:22) (Luke 20:9-19)

In the mean time, Neo has people working to wake him up. The End Goal of History is The Kingdom of God. It is not an Atheistic Socialist State that denies the Book of Daniel.

Neo wakes up. (Isaiah 42:7)

Neo works to Baptize by Fire and bring the Sword. (Matthew 10:34-40)

 

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Elijah was a human being, even as we are. He prayed earnestly that it would not rain, and it did not rain on the land for three and a half years. (James 5:17)

I posted the following, with slightly different words, on my Facebook Page. Not long after there was flooding in Texas. Some may see that as circumstantial, at face value, that would not be wrong. How I have been living the last three years, this type of thing is par for the course. The focus is on the videos I post, but the words are important as well. Meant to be watched in order.

To truly be reborn in Christ a man may have to die. He has to die to the self, die to the world, and be reborn in Christ. Some men are stubborn. Man has nothing else. He prays to God. God answers. "Broke Down on The Brazos. "


Do not love the world or anything in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in them. (1 John 2:15) "Cut The Cord."

 

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To best understand the next part, I recommend reading:

Spiritual Gifts Testimony: Talking to God.

In 2015, I started a Tumblr Page. I would just sit down and start writing. I had a Christian audience. If you care to find the Tumblr Page I am Manonfire63.

I do a lot online. I live alone in a one room Apartment in Durham, NC. I don't go to Church. Other than going out to eat, mostly, I suppose you could say I have been living like a hermit. I worked to build The Kingdom of God. I do a lot for God, but on some level, I worked to prove the spiritual gifts God gave me, and help validate my testimony, or walk people into it.

One day I sat down and felt compelled to write about Miley Cyrus. What happened, and how should people view it? I saw a lot of ugly things that I didn't care to write about, so I put together a playlist of music in the same spirit as the rest of what I have posted here was done.

What Satan does:

Have you noticed that a lot of former Disney Stars end up unhappy and in sin? Lindsay Lohan and Miley and Christina and so on? Young people may grow up with said Disney Stars. They may have deep seeded emotional attachments to them. Given said child star ends up corrupted, what happens to those children that may have had emotional attachment to said child star? It gets really ugly what is actually going on behind closed doors.

Shifting gears:

I have a Victory Crown. It feels like an iron headband around my head often. It has changed in how it feels from time to time. It has felt like a Crown of Thorns at times. It has felt an Electric Wreathe. Like I had a Roman Crown around my head the felt like electricity. The day I created the following playlist of music about Miley Cyrus using The Ties That Bind, I felt I "got" someone. Like I hit a man or woman right, and he now had a Victory Crown as well. I don't promise anything, God may have other plans for someone, and/or they may need to go through some trials, but that is my testimony for the following. It may of had to do with where a man or woman was in their walk with God, and trials they had gone through, and understanding.

Joan of Arc

God will not be mocked. He has a long memory, and when it comes to things of God, history has to be viewed from his perspective. Spoken words have power. Power of Tongues. Notice the demon at the end of the video does the Miley Cyrus tongue thing.

"God Blessed Video."

Be Angry and Sin Not. (Ephesians 4:26)(1 Samuel 11:6-8)

Miley Cyrus vs Joan of Arc

Socrates is wise, and all wisdom comes from God. I like Plato's Allegory of the Chariot. Plato talks of the White Horse of Male Thumos, and the Dark Horse of Desire. The Dark Horse is not a bad thing. It is good for a man to desire his wife. Taken to an extreme or a corrupt way you end up with "Dark Horse" Katy Perry or Beyonce "Rule The World."

"Dem Boyz"

Jesus Christ is The Man. (1 Timothy 2:5) In the 1960s people were fighting against The Man. Notice the dichotomy from from the last video to this one.
"The Man."

This is where a story starts, and I will break it down for you Barney Style.

Man meets all of this for the first time, and gets mad. Be Angry and Sin Not. The reality is, he grew up being lied to, and was put into darkness. He goes to jail for while to deal with it.

"Can't Get The Best of Me."

Man is in jail. Meanwhile, his wife and daughters are being influenced by Lilith or Asherah or whatever her name is, I can never quite remember. Whatever her name is has popped up before. Nothing new happens under the sun. (Ecclesiastes 1:9-11)
There is no rest for the wicked. (Isaiah 48:22)
Brittany

Man is in jail. His girl left him due to being influenced wickedly by Asherah. He has nothing to do, but read his Bible a lot. He prays to God. (Isaiah 42:7)

Ball and Chain.

Man busts out of Jail all fired up with the Holy Ghost.

Aint Mine

God tells man there are stumbling blocks in people's hearts. Should God even answer their prayers? (Ezekiel 14:3 )
Man looks around for a hammer, but for some reason Miley Cyrus has it, and is licking it.

"If I had a Hammer."

Man wipes off hammer. It was gross. He starts hammering.

"On March The Saints"

Man learns to have a tongue like a double edged sword. He and like minded people have a party.

"We Can't Stop"

 

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The Good, The Bad, The Ugly.

Catharsis - a : purification or purgation of the emotions (as pity and fear) primarily through artb : a purification or purgation that brings about spiritual renewal or release from tension


I ended up writing a review of Harvard University on their Facebook Page. Given they were a Christian Institution, and now they are a Secular Humanist Institution, then they are a Harlot Institution. (Ezekiel 23) After I did so, the word Catharsis came to me. It was not concept that had been guiding me, but I suppose there is something to it given what I have been doing.

I don't care.

I don't know.

The Holy Ghost is a teach and counselor. To really learn to talk to God, a man may have to be moved to a point where he doesn't care. He doesn't know. He allows the Holy Ghost to teacher him. Does it align with scripture and The Prophets?

God brings The Good and The Bad. (Isaiah 45:7)

The Good:

Secular is a misnomer. It is a word people do not understand. Does Secular mean outside of the Bible? Given Secular means outside of the Bible, Secular is Luciferian and Satanic, and possibly working against The Kingdom of God.

I started posting or tweeting music videos online to help people have eyes to see and ears to hear. I ended up growing in faith.

"Extraordinary."

Jesus replied, "Foxes have dens and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head." (Matthew 8:20)
Jesus was a "Ramblin Man." Why? He was a Bridegroom looking for a Bride? The Greater Church is a Bride for Christ. Christ ended up going outside of Israel?

"Anywhere the Wind Blows."

The Son of Man is an Outlaw Torn?

"Outlaw Torn"

The Bad:

God will take a servant from any nation. He would take a servant from Australia. He would take a servant from Nigeria. God loves his Nations. Some nations have become Harlot Nations. (Ezekiel 23)(Revelations 17)

"If This Is It."

A woman that falls into sin is often made a liar. She lies to protect her reputation.

"All That She Wants."

In US English, bad can be good. What is Good? What is Bad? Tongue like a double edged sword?

Bad is bad.

The Ugly:

There had to be a falling away.

God will not be mocked.

For a righteous man may fall seven times
And rise again,
But the wicked shall fall by calamity. (Proverbs 24:16)

"Of Mice and Men."



Historically, people who claimed to hear the voice of God also may have claimed to hear voices. What voices? Spirits possibly. They may have been attuned to the spiritual.

Fire. The Holy Ghost is Unquenchable Fire. Give me that Fire.


I am not the Christ. I am not The Messiah.

Right on Time.

Blessed is he who dwells on the law of The Lord. Faith is reasonable. God is reasonable. God is Just.

 

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Question: Given you are a Prophet why live like a hermit?

Bridegroom looking for a bride. 5 virgins trimmed their wicks and 5 did not. It may be like the Parable of the Wedding Feast.

There is cause and effect to the spiritual. Do you feel it? Some people are hard ground. They may suffer from hubris. They don't listen.

Given the goal is The Kingdom of God, and I have boundaries, having to do with Honor and Acceptance, I became creative, through the Spirit of God, in how I worked to build The Kingdom of God.

As far as being a Prophet, I don't know that I have to do anything else at this point other than live and serve God.

 

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The stone the builders rejected has become the cornerstone; (Psalm 118:22)

Around Spring-Summer 2014, I started feeling like the stone rejected. My whole life made sense. I learned to see from God's eyes to a large degree for a man.

Jesus is the stone rejected. (Acts 4:11) I am not Jesus. The stone rejected is in the Old Testament. It has happened before?

For the Son of Man to return there had to be a falling away. In the Book of Judges Israel had no King. God was their King. They would fall away, and God would send them a Judge.

Jesus is Son of Man.
Ezekiel is Son of Man.

Enoch is to Noah as Elijah is to Elisha as Jesus is to ???

God took Ezekiel's wife. (Ezekiel 24:16)
The Son of Man is a Bridegroom looking for a Bride.

Your Body is a Temple for God. Jesus lives in you. How much of the Spirit is someone? What Spirit are they of?

I lived like a Prodigal Son. There are layers to spiritual things, and Jesus talked in parables. There may be many prodigal sons. Given my calling, I may be The Prodigal Son. I am a Son of God. Jesus is God's only begotten son, but all men may be Son's of God.

Socrates:

I was called around the age of 30. At 29 I received a calling. I ended up in training. By age 30 I was ministering. Jesus started his ministry at age 30. There is something to it. At age 30 a man is in his prime. He is old enough to have experienced life and love, and young enough that he can prophecy, and people have time to recognize him. He is not a 24 year old Joseph Smith in the Second Great Awakening looking for attention or a 40 year old man like Muhammad in a midlife crisis. Age 30.

I ended up feeling drawn to Socrates like God had placed him. Socrates may be the center of Western thought, and Plato and Aristotle have been used by Christians for centuries to work to explain God. God is reason. God is wisdom. God is reasonable. It is hard to see sometimes because you may not know what happens behind closed doors. God does.

Short video on Socrates: 8 Bit
Plato: The Forms


Socratic Paradox: If all men are out for their own good or what is in their own best interests, how can evil exist? Satan Exists. Satan is a Liar. He lies to man, and gives them a false perspective or reality. Some men may have worked to create their own righteousness outside of God.

"Son of man, these men have set up idols in their hearts and put wicked stumbling blocks before their faces. Should I let them inquire of me at all? (Ezekiel 14:3)

Many people have an ideology or perspective. Is the ideology of God and the Bible or something else? A woman that falls into sin is often made a liar. She should of had love and a man who would love her, but she ended up damaged some how. What does she do? Does she repent and turn to God, or does she try to rationalize and moralize? She ends up creating Feminism which is an ideology for hurt women. There is a feminist club, and they are all sitting on a mountain of sin. They paint their faces and deceive mankind. For them to not be in trouble, they need your daughter, sister, or wife, to also be a hurt female. They promote their luciferian ideology, and work to recruit other females by making them hurt women who hate men. They could have chose love and God. They chose something else. Love wins.

Someone with a feminist false idol has a wicked stumbling block in their heart. It blinds them from God.

Some people live in darkness and sin like they are in a cave. The darkness and sin may have become institutionalized and accepted, and people don't think too much about. Man is in a cave in darkness, and he grows complacent down there. Jesus Christ is The Light of The World. He is Truth. He leads people out of The Cave. (Ephesians 5:8)(1 Thessalonians 5:5)

I ended up drawn to Socrates. I suppose I have been living a lot like he did, and I see things God has done that are hard to communicate.

 

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Question: How does God Judge false prophets or teachers? What should Christians do?

God judges the false teachers more harshly. (Mathew 18:5-6) Everyone is accountable for their sins, but a false teacher or false shepherd ends up with more of the blame. What was in his heart? What was his purpose? Was it attention? Money? Power? God tests your heart. Test the spirits.

Secular Humanism is Luciferian. A Secular Humanist thinks he can do better than God or is better. He is a fool. Does someone espouse Secular Humanism? What is his goal or agenda? Is he working to build The Kingdom of God, or is he more moveon.org socialist working to build an Atheistic Socialist State, with no borders, that denies The Book of Daniel? Given he or she is, depending on the person, if I was talking to them, I bet I can uncover some dirty things they have been doing behind closed doors? If I was on Foxnews or another network having a discussion about God and politics, who am I debating? Is she a 30 year old political correspondent who has never been married? She probably isn't a virgin, and has a lot of dirt in her closet. I don't know that we have to red herring or ad hominem her, but her perspective or reality on life is off, she is not moral, and frankly, what she says really doesn't matter. She could go from 1950's stereotype of righteous to Haight-Ashbury Hippie, as far as morality, at the flip of the hat. She is wishy washy, and she doesn't know what she really wants. Discussing God and politics with her, I could sit at 1950, and push her to Haight Ashbury, and call her a hypocrite if she tried to jump over the line. God gives blessings and gifts, and if she doesn't want God, than she can't have the good things that came with God? She can sit in the filth like a pig, and I would, in a discussion, verbally, push her there, and keep her there until she broke or gave up.

I learned to see things in black and white. There are no shades of grey. God is a square. If you square yourself away, and are full of the Spirit you will be ok. What best builds the Kingdom of God and how hard should someone go? It has a lot to do with Glory and perception. How do people view God and God's Kingdom? Some people totally reject God and the Kingdom of God, and would rather be moveon.org? They must be the chaff? A lot of their Secular Humanist ideology came from Talmudic Jews. That is the same values as The Church of Satan. Secular Humanist make up a Synagogue of Satan? (Revelations 3:9)

God does not change. (Malachi 3:6,7) Faith is hard. God is a Rock. He is there and unchanging. A changing God may be hard to find in Faith or wrong. Some people believe that all religions are equal. They are not. God of the Bible is different. God Almighty is God you cannot control. Pagans made gods to control something.

John Stewart says wants to define Jesus for you. He wants you to have his form of Christianity. John Stewart was a secular Jew from a Talmudic background who may not of even believed in God. Jon Stewart to Trump Supporters: ‘You Don’t Own America’ Regardless of what your politics are, John Stewart was wrong, and he was endorsing a Satanic Paganism where he was trying to control something. I bet in John Stewart's personal life he may have done some messed up things, and may not have lived morally? What spirit is he of?

What builds The Kingdom of God?

 

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Question: Someone seems to have a question about the Victory Crown, and I am getting a question about Angel Bodies. I suppose they would like me to write on it more.

Summer 2013, I was a regular guy in my opinion. Not much supernatural happening around me that I was aware of. I suppose you could say I was a blind man at the time. Blind and deaf.

The day after Michaelmas, which I am aware of because of Ties That Bind, September 29, I left Washington State for Tennessee. Blog: Rocksteady

I ended up being called by God fall 2013. I started to be able to talk to God, and I was thinking about God a lot. I was reading my Bible. I ended up with a Prophet calling. I was mentored by Rob McKenzie, Kingdom Watchers, and Leonard Ravenhill with their online material.

Picture of a Prophet by L. Ravenhill
Prophetic Ministry

Miracles happen at the intersection of Reason and Faith. The more Faith someone has the more God becomes his Reason. Faith is something that grows. It is a knowledgeable dependence. Faith may start with belief, but it is a journey of getting to know who God is, how he works in the world, and how to lean on him. If you have the character of God wrong, it may be hard to learn how to lean on him. Wrong Jesus.

I ended up making a lot of if then statements working out faith, and talking with God. If x is true, then y is true. I grew in Faith, and learned by experience. God may was shepherding me, and I learned things a lot based on the questions I asked, or what I was feeling or going through.

With my calling as a Prophet, I learned of The Power of The Tongue. Because of my calling, I started watching what I say. No exaggerations, white lies, half truths, or anything false. I worked to order my tongue. If I was to say something that was untrue, I would immediately correct myself. It may not have come out right. I became very dedicated to speaking or writing right. My spelling and grammar may be off at times, and I am not perfect. It is a reminder that I am still human. The only not true thing in my blog I posted was Beth's name. I changed the name to not embarrass her or something.

Power of the Tongue - Christ-Centered Mall Teaching - July 1999

In to December and January 2014, I started to get ears to hear. I would listen to Pandora Radio or watch youtube videos, and I would hear songs I felt were profound. God started keying me into certain songs and words and phrases, and I was connecting dots with songs and scripture.

2 Kings 2:9

I turned 30 on March 9th, 2014. I had been receiving a calling, and by May 24th I had become very Good at talking with the Holy Ghost. I loaded up a back pack with 45 pounds of weight like a Centurion, and went for a walk.

Life for me had been miserable over the last few months. I was dealing with multiple legal issues for pursuing happiness, and obeying God. Time in jail had put me in financial trouble, and I was close to losing my apartment and being homeless. I had no real friends or family in a 500 mile radius, and no one to really turn to. I had exhausted all reasonable possibilities. Nothing else mattered to me but God.

I started my March around Central Middle School on Main Street, Murfreesboro, TN, and walked till the End of the Road. It was about 7-9 miles. I have never really measured it accurately.

Along the way God asked me to do things, and I had to reason with him. The Spirit of God was completely working through me. I had to take proverbial lessons God gave me, and we wrestled in my head. I had to remember God has Good plans for me. Don’t Look Back. Walk The Line…as in, don’t veer off the straight path laid out for me.

I felt like I had a disk in my head. God was at the front of my head, something not of God at the back of the head that I learned to ignore. I worked to flip this disk like a coin so that God was on top of my head pointing towards the heavens. I did this by obeying or being right in my reason.

I was told every lie I could image at the time about the Bible and scripture or hard truths, and I had to not care. I don’t care to repeat or remember them. I was showed many things like Enoch is to Noah as Elijah is to Elisha, and how God had been working through people, and many similar instances. I saw many visions, and felt like 2000 years of Christian history and suffering was propelling me forward. Like there had been people who had endured a lot of suffering so I could be doing this with God.

On the way to the End of the Road, I had a vision that Jesus was waiting for me there. I was close to losing my apartment, and had legal issues, had no job, nothing to really hope for and little to no joy in my life. In February 2014 I was suddenly struck with what Ill call Divine Madness, that is, I could think of little else but God, and God related things, and what I was receiving was way more interesting than whatever else I was doing.

As I was walking, I felt like I may be taken up to heaven at the End of the Road, and all my suffering would be over. I wanted it to happen. I hoped for it.

As I reached the End of the Road the straps on my backpack started to slip naturally. I had straps around my waist as well. I felt like I could not stop. I could not look back. I had to keep going. I started running. I wasn’t going to stop. The straps around my waste slipped as well after my backpack hit the ground and I pulled it for a few yard. I left my backpack in the street, and soon arrived at the end of the road. Jesus was not there. Elisha had to see Elijah.

I rested about five minutes, and took my boots off. It was disappointing not finding Jesus, but I had dealt with a lot of disappointment, was learning about faith, and how to lean on God, and was not disheartened to much. I started walking back. God said my backpack represented my sins. I left my backpack in the street, and walked back with no water or weight. I did not look at it or look back.

I feel like there are Jewish Angels around me. Off the side of the road I feel like I am walking in a parade to some degree, and there are Angels watching me and fawning over me. “It’s Ezekiel.” They gasped.

Soon God tells me to walk in the middle of the street. This is an empty rural highway. I do so. Two vehicles were approaching. I had a bad feeling about them. I command handed the vehicles as they approached and said authoritatively, “I’m not Jesus. Jesus wasn’t there. I’m not Jesus. You can’t run from me.” The vehicles didn’t swerve or change path and neither did I. I felt like a side mirror of a truck may have passed through my arm, but I didn’t flinch. I didn’t look back. I didn’t care. After they pass I get back on the shoulder of the road.

Five minutes or so later a firetruck and a police car pass by me alarms blazing and I sense that my backpack may have caught on Fire somehow. I start to see the bluest sky I have ever seen. It was like Heaven had woken up and come forth. I feel like there is something in the air behind me. I don’t look back or up. I pass back over Cripple Creek. (Genesis 32:22-32)

I continue my mental wresting with God. He had been sharing the numbers in the Bible with me, and how some of his holy miracles worked. I was beaten down mentally till I did not care about any of that, and shown that I should just obey the Spirit.

The whole time I feel like I had a disk in my head. I am still working it so that the good part is facing up. The disk kind of feels like some of the Catholic statues of Jesus or the Saints.

I was told that if I kept on walking Jesus would possess me, and I would be no more. I kept on walking. About a mile or two outside of Murfreesboro it was over, and I felt like I had a giant crown on my head. My body also went through some burning sensations that were different and supernatural. My whole body felt like it was on fire, but I remember a burning sensation in my groin more.

When I came back to my apartment I was more exhausted then I had ever been in my life. I felt like I was in some sort of high gravity chamber and couldn’t move for a long time nor did I want to. I felt burning sensations. I may have been similar to what Jonah outside of Nineveh may have felt like when God had him lay down. Eventually I watched two different lyric videos of “Sex on Fire” by Kings of Leon on my phone because that was how I was feeling, and that released me.

I became homeless over the next two months and kept working on my phone. God was training me through his spirit. I have the Word in me.

I ended up with a Victory Crown. Right now it feels like a iron band around my head. Since May 24, 2014, it has been a constant part of my experience. There was one day God removed the Victory Crown. I believe it was mid August 2014. It was only gone for ten or fifteen minutes or so. I laid around with no purpose, not knowing what to do. I had pushed hard serving God working to build The Kingdom, and I had come far. I have called The Victory Crown, the Hand of God. It feels like a direct connect with God Almighty. I also have issues wearing hats. (1 Corinthians 11) Given I am speaking or writing for God a lot, I may be prophesying....constantly.

When the event or trial happened and was over May 24, 2014, I felt like I had brought God into the World in a big way, or opened up something for him to act. I felt like there were some Occultist that were working to block him out. I felt like I was not the only one that felt what I was feeling. I felt there was a community of us.

June 2014, I fed the pigs. I would end up woken up late at night, maybe midnight, by what I would describe as a Faternity of Men like Kevin Bacon's character's fraternity from "Animal House." They would wake me up, this was mentally, like Telepathically, and I would produce things sort of like what I have been doing here online. They were curious about me, and wanted to see what I could do. That is another testimony though.

Victory Crown - If you don't have one should you be worried? I would point out that love is patient and kind, and God is love. I learned to talk to God, and I ended up shepherded into it. Can you hear what the spirit is saying to the Churches? Talking to God would be the first step.

I am aware of somethings to do with Angel Bodies, but I don't know this is the time or the place to reveal what I know. Maybe it is for someone else to.

I live in the supernatural a lot, living alone, and I receive cause and effect sensations by what I post. In January 2014, my mouth felt like I had bitten into a coal for a few weeks. (Isaiah 6:6) Sometimes I feel cool air batting against me, like angels are batting their wings at me. Sometimes I feel supernatural fire all over my skin. I often have a feeling in my mouth. Sometimes it feels like I bit into some of the hottest hot sauces in the world. Sometimes my mouth feels like Fire Works. Sometimes I feel Angelic like I am metallic and/or being pulled into another dimension or something.

Who is God? What is his character given The Bible from Genesis to Revelations? How does someone grow in Faith? How do you lean on God? Anyone who reads this and works to answer these questions given what I have given you, may be able to also find cause and effect in some way. It is really up to God, but I have given testimony as to what I did and experienced. God builds everyone different, and God has good plans for you, and won't ask you to do anything you can't handle. This is how I have been shepherd to give this testimony at this time.