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Okay I had fallen asleep at 3 PM on thursday and woke up at 6 PM the same night. I was going to goto basketball at 7. Let me explain the situation here. I have a crush on a girl at Church her name is "Kalina" and her dad is "David" just so nobody gets confused. All I edited was the last name but other than that, dont get confused because I woke up and didnt wanna forget the dream so I quickly ran to the computer and started typing on notepad. So dont get confused, I was tired at the time so I just started typing, there were alot of typos because I wasnt worried about correct spelling and english at the time, so sorry.
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555 = white candle blue twirles on it
5551 = two candles glued together onto a big candle like in the first one
5555-1114 = four very skinny candles stuck together
this was on a big white board above a fireplace with red roses painted on each corner with a small gold symbol, the corners were round. This was above a red brick fireplace, which had a fire going. Everyone from Church was there, but not all of them were visible,
the candle 555 was already lit with plastic around it, I reached for it but couldnt grab it, it was also on a plate. The second one 5551 and 5555-1114 were partially lit, 5555-1114 I believe was not lit anymore but was smoking, I cannot remember the packaging it contained. 5551 was partially lit and about to go out, starting to smoke. I tehn wanted to approach Kalina for some reason to celebrate romantically about lighting 555 but since it was already lit and at the time my death was kicking in and I could not.
Then I ran to my mom, I remember distincively my Dad in the background not caring and putting a sticky note on a fridge and getting a drink and I cried on my Moms shirt like I've done about 50 times in this dream already.
I remember her wearing a blue shirt and jean pants, I cried and grabbed her shirt hard and pulled it to me and crying no bawling and yelling "Mom!!!" and she turned away from me not caring or getting disgusted with all my crying. She turned back to me and when I tried to remember what I died from my dream ended and I woke up.
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PS. The cancelled were lined up on some other type of mantle or fireplace top of some sort. I remember next to the original fireplace where the board was a window showing a very dark snowy night the snow was still falling. The walls were noticably white as if a new paint job was recently done and there was a hall way to my right which I didnt take to notice. My mom, dad, and kalina were in the kitchen and both of her parents were around me somewhere and I dont remember.
The floor was also the same color as ours, the kitchen was lit up from above, just like ours with a dining room to the right with a shandle lighting it up from above. It was a brown round wooden table with about four or so seats around it.
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Before all of this it was some sort of game or something where they'd make you dead and you had to do something with these places lined up. Well it was my turn and only about 2 or 3 people/kids(cant remember age) knew about this game and myself so I guess I missed the first four places or so because I fell asleep before or something so it was a very small version of our Church in Tehachapi(SDA), and I saw everyone walk in the right door and I remember david wearing a brown shirt and jeans like on the youth sabbath practice we had last sunday, walking in first or second with some sort of picnic basket in his right hand. I remember observing in a NightCrwaler(from X-Men) stance on top of the Church and since I was dead nobody saw me, I stayed up there for a while staring. Then when someone was preaching(a big black guy with a navy/marines type suit on except without the badges, a fusion between dusty baker and mourice vanterpool-pigs blood guy-) I came in the door and opened it and Shemp from the three stooges came into my head and got me really depressed or something so I did whatever I needed to do and idk remember how but I scared everyone out of this little so-called Church. It fast forwarded and seemed like my parents didnt care, I remember it seemed like we were driving down Chester Ave. in Bakersfield, California the opposite way from Blaze stadium, the way we usualley take to go there except in reverse and I remember a few noticable buildings in the background as I was stariing at my Mom and dad, my dad was on the left driving and my mom was the passanger. I kept crying and crying but then I reached for her and an invisible wall stopped me, my death was again kicking in.
She could not hear me crying but I distinctively remember her looking in the back for a sign if I was there, I rattled the seat and she turned back knowing I was still there but then I began crying again.
We then arrived at some very wierd place suddenly, out of like the level "Crucible" from socom 3, the part with the dirt in the middle. It was like a cement factory except for dirt and there was a huge sand storm and my seeing distince was like 200 feet and it was night time. My brother and I did something there, he went first and he was able to do it and I was not, I cant remember what but I remember a few trackers in the back with a big crane over head.
There was a paved walkway going to the lower section of this place that actually had a few pieces of grass next to it, I was viewing this whole palce as if it was a socom 3 level. It was pixelated and graphical like socom 3. There was still a way to get to the lower part by driving around and there was something down there that I needed to get to but couldn and I dont know what it was. Suddenly "Brown" the color or someone first name, cant remember, came into my head and I got really depressed then the name "San Antonio, TX" came into my head and I got even more depressed.
I think we had either the gold caravan or the silver excursion but this whole time I never prayed or even thought about god, all I knew is that I wasnt even worthwhile in this world any longer.
Something came along later on or earlier on I cant remember about me holding two chairs and it was when my brother couldnt see me, my death was kicking in, he asked me what chair it was and I shook the right one and so he put his hands into something. I think it was half a car, only the backside but it wasnt leaning it was balanced just like a regular car but it was only the backside of it with the trunk, possibly a silver caravan.
I remember waking up and the whole room was dark(note: this was AFTER the dream, I'm awake) and I thought "The room is dark, I slept that long? I had some trouble actually going to sleep." I starred at the clock and it was either 5:59 or 6:01 pm I dont remember. I had fallen asleep before hand at about 3:25 or or 3:45 PM I dont remember. This was on Thursday November 17th 2005, I had thought about Kalina before I fell asleep and about basketball later that night and that while I was doing this Rise of Nations: Thrones and Patriots had already installed.
I kind of remember some mountains high up nearby in the distance back at that dirt factory, barely noticing them but they were there and next to them was a small pitch of black from the sky, the only visible piece of sky there was. But the same thing happens in "Killing Fields" the level in socom 3 when there is a sand storm.
+=+PS. Kalina was wearing some sort of dress, like an old day dress with the bonat net on the top and her hair back maybe, or it could have been some sort of blue and white shirt, the blue being roses. She was standing there doing something and never noticed me, it killed me just about. She was cutting vegetables or something, to her right was a phone like ours in the kitchen, on the wall kind of. She was wearing tight light blue jeans.
=+=PS. The board with the numbers on it signified something. It said "555 = Zip Code" which isnt true, probabley an area code. And the others meant something but I do not remember what.
Thats it for now, whatever I can remember later I'll input in.
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I hope I didn't emabress myself.
But I just need to find out what all of this "555" stuff is. I typed in "5555-1114" on google and it thought I was putting in a subtraction problem and said "[size=+1]5[size=-2] [/size]555 - 1114 = 4441[/size]". So I'm all very confused about the entire thing, it's almost as if someone is trying to tell me something. I tried finding area codes that are '555' but with no luck.
BTW: I dont know if I mentioned in the log or not but I am the shyest person in the world, and I have terrible stage fright.
God bless
-Matthew
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555 = white candle blue twirles on it
5551 = two candles glued together onto a big candle like in the first one
5555-1114 = four very skinny candles stuck together
this was on a big white board above a fireplace with red roses painted on each corner with a small gold symbol, the corners were round. This was above a red brick fireplace, which had a fire going. Everyone from Church was there, but not all of them were visible,
the candle 555 was already lit with plastic around it, I reached for it but couldnt grab it, it was also on a plate. The second one 5551 and 5555-1114 were partially lit, 5555-1114 I believe was not lit anymore but was smoking, I cannot remember the packaging it contained. 5551 was partially lit and about to go out, starting to smoke. I tehn wanted to approach Kalina for some reason to celebrate romantically about lighting 555 but since it was already lit and at the time my death was kicking in and I could not.
Then I ran to my mom, I remember distincively my Dad in the background not caring and putting a sticky note on a fridge and getting a drink and I cried on my Moms shirt like I've done about 50 times in this dream already.
I remember her wearing a blue shirt and jean pants, I cried and grabbed her shirt hard and pulled it to me and crying no bawling and yelling "Mom!!!" and she turned away from me not caring or getting disgusted with all my crying. She turned back to me and when I tried to remember what I died from my dream ended and I woke up.
__________
PS. The cancelled were lined up on some other type of mantle or fireplace top of some sort. I remember next to the original fireplace where the board was a window showing a very dark snowy night the snow was still falling. The walls were noticably white as if a new paint job was recently done and there was a hall way to my right which I didnt take to notice. My mom, dad, and kalina were in the kitchen and both of her parents were around me somewhere and I dont remember.
The floor was also the same color as ours, the kitchen was lit up from above, just like ours with a dining room to the right with a shandle lighting it up from above. It was a brown round wooden table with about four or so seats around it.
__________
Before all of this it was some sort of game or something where they'd make you dead and you had to do something with these places lined up. Well it was my turn and only about 2 or 3 people/kids(cant remember age) knew about this game and myself so I guess I missed the first four places or so because I fell asleep before or something so it was a very small version of our Church in Tehachapi(SDA), and I saw everyone walk in the right door and I remember david wearing a brown shirt and jeans like on the youth sabbath practice we had last sunday, walking in first or second with some sort of picnic basket in his right hand. I remember observing in a NightCrwaler(from X-Men) stance on top of the Church and since I was dead nobody saw me, I stayed up there for a while staring. Then when someone was preaching(a big black guy with a navy/marines type suit on except without the badges, a fusion between dusty baker and mourice vanterpool-pigs blood guy-) I came in the door and opened it and Shemp from the three stooges came into my head and got me really depressed or something so I did whatever I needed to do and idk remember how but I scared everyone out of this little so-called Church. It fast forwarded and seemed like my parents didnt care, I remember it seemed like we were driving down Chester Ave. in Bakersfield, California the opposite way from Blaze stadium, the way we usualley take to go there except in reverse and I remember a few noticable buildings in the background as I was stariing at my Mom and dad, my dad was on the left driving and my mom was the passanger. I kept crying and crying but then I reached for her and an invisible wall stopped me, my death was again kicking in.
She could not hear me crying but I distinctively remember her looking in the back for a sign if I was there, I rattled the seat and she turned back knowing I was still there but then I began crying again.
We then arrived at some very wierd place suddenly, out of like the level "Crucible" from socom 3, the part with the dirt in the middle. It was like a cement factory except for dirt and there was a huge sand storm and my seeing distince was like 200 feet and it was night time. My brother and I did something there, he went first and he was able to do it and I was not, I cant remember what but I remember a few trackers in the back with a big crane over head.
There was a paved walkway going to the lower section of this place that actually had a few pieces of grass next to it, I was viewing this whole palce as if it was a socom 3 level. It was pixelated and graphical like socom 3. There was still a way to get to the lower part by driving around and there was something down there that I needed to get to but couldn and I dont know what it was. Suddenly "Brown" the color or someone first name, cant remember, came into my head and I got really depressed then the name "San Antonio, TX" came into my head and I got even more depressed.
I think we had either the gold caravan or the silver excursion but this whole time I never prayed or even thought about god, all I knew is that I wasnt even worthwhile in this world any longer.
Something came along later on or earlier on I cant remember about me holding two chairs and it was when my brother couldnt see me, my death was kicking in, he asked me what chair it was and I shook the right one and so he put his hands into something. I think it was half a car, only the backside but it wasnt leaning it was balanced just like a regular car but it was only the backside of it with the trunk, possibly a silver caravan.
I remember waking up and the whole room was dark(note: this was AFTER the dream, I'm awake) and I thought "The room is dark, I slept that long? I had some trouble actually going to sleep." I starred at the clock and it was either 5:59 or 6:01 pm I dont remember. I had fallen asleep before hand at about 3:25 or or 3:45 PM I dont remember. This was on Thursday November 17th 2005, I had thought about Kalina before I fell asleep and about basketball later that night and that while I was doing this Rise of Nations: Thrones and Patriots had already installed.
I kind of remember some mountains high up nearby in the distance back at that dirt factory, barely noticing them but they were there and next to them was a small pitch of black from the sky, the only visible piece of sky there was. But the same thing happens in "Killing Fields" the level in socom 3 when there is a sand storm.
+=+PS. Kalina was wearing some sort of dress, like an old day dress with the bonat net on the top and her hair back maybe, or it could have been some sort of blue and white shirt, the blue being roses. She was standing there doing something and never noticed me, it killed me just about. She was cutting vegetables or something, to her right was a phone like ours in the kitchen, on the wall kind of. She was wearing tight light blue jeans.
=+=PS. The board with the numbers on it signified something. It said "555 = Zip Code" which isnt true, probabley an area code. And the others meant something but I do not remember what.
Thats it for now, whatever I can remember later I'll input in.
_____________________________________
I hope I didn't emabress myself.
But I just need to find out what all of this "555" stuff is. I typed in "5555-1114" on google and it thought I was putting in a subtraction problem and said "[size=+1]5[size=-2] [/size]555 - 1114 = 4441[/size]". So I'm all very confused about the entire thing, it's almost as if someone is trying to tell me something. I tried finding area codes that are '555' but with no luck.BTW: I dont know if I mentioned in the log or not but I am the shyest person in the world, and I have terrible stage fright.
God bless
-Matthew
